Lyrics will be posted in this grey color :)

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________ POV (dates back a week ago)

Why don't people understand ..... I DON'T have to be Korean to be a fan of it.

I needed to get my frustrations out. me2day shall do the trick.

"Time: 10:15PM ; The ridicule ..... I'm not going against my own ........ I'm not betraying anything. This is why I need to get out of here."

Posted.

I need SM the Ballad right now. -searches up Missing You-

~geudaega isseul jariga yeogin aningayo. (그대가 있을자리가 여긴 아닌가요) [The place for you to be isn't here]~

Been there ... heard that.

~onjengan ggeutnabeoril teni. (언젠간 끝나버리 테니) [Because it will end eventually]~

I'm glad it will. OOH~ Jonghyun's part <3 -sings along-

~nae sarangi jejariro oji mothago ... heulrin nunmul mankeum meolri ganeyo.(내 사랑이 제자리로 오지 못하고 ... 흘린 눈물만큼 멀리 가네요) [My love can’t come to the right place. You’re going as far as the tears I’ve shed]

Why is it that I can become more at peace listening to him sing .....

I heard a ding come from the left side of my room.

ah! Kihyun~ He replied to me.

"Reply: ______ ssi .... Why are you being like this again? ㅠ_ㅠ Who's been breaking you again?"

His concern sincerely warms me up, just as how K-pop keeps me leveled.

"Kihyun ssi ... It's not one person .... It's more. It's like they multiplied... Whatever~ I can't wait to go to Korea! Will I be seeing you there by any chance? ^^"

Ahh this guy .... I can trust him with my life can't I? Chong Kihyun .... ever since I had my me2day .... he's the only person who read my story. He's my age too, but the fact that he lives across the ocean bothers me so much.

Kihyun's POV

Aish this topic again .... How am I suppose to tell her huh??? That I'm an idol. That I can't relate to her as much as she think I am??? Like I even lied about my name ... Kihyun? No, I'm Jonghyun!! What to do ... what to do ....

I got to tell her SOMETHING though. I tapped the keyboard lightly as I try to build sentences in my head.

"dongsaengi ... There are just somethings that can keep me from seeing you ...." Noo that will sound too mean ...

"dongsaengi ... are you REALLY sure that you want to see me? I mean .... Korea is a big place .... what if you get lost you know? o:"

And sent.

This .... this is certainly something I can't get my way around. I heard footsteps as if it was coming towards me. That's a warning for "time to log out."

The doorknob rattled for a while before finally opening. Oh great it was Minho.

"Hyung! It's time to finish up the rest of our schedule today." He only glanced in here for a second before closing the door to go back to Taemin. Typical.

I looked at the clock, 12:27PM.

I shouted loudly enough so everyone in the living room can hear me. "Arasseo! I need to finish editing our me2day!"

Minho shouted back "Hurry up alright?"

"Alright!"

I quickly relogged into my private me2day account and found the reply waiting for me.

"Reply: It won't matter, because I know you'll be there for me! Plus being there with my one friend is better than being here with no friends. OKAY! So I need some rest. Good night (: I'm leaving here in 4 days!! SEE YOU THEN! <3"

UGH. I logged out yet again and began shutting off the laptop.

Mianhae ______, How can I tell you .... This friendship we have ..... I don't want it to change ... Just that one fact ... it can change everything.

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Also I failed to mention ;_; when I say she's passive ..... that's only in person. Online, she's confident because no one can see her, or hear her.

How I gave Jonghyun the weird me2day name ; 김종현 (Kim Jonghyun), I simply switched Kim and Jong around to make it 종김현 (Jong Kimhyun) then since Jong is going to be the last name I changed it to Chong (총) because its very similar to Jong and then with Kim, I just got rid of the "m" to make it Ki (기). Get it? LOL

Don't be silent please! I need all the help I can get ;_;

apparently ........ i've found another fanfic that has the same title and shinee members Dx is this because my idea is too ...... common? ;_; just to let everyone know, this was my idea that i never copied .... ever. And If i get requested to update really really soon then i guess instead of a chapter once a day, I can write two~ you never know ^^