Summer begins

When this summer ends

 

The thing about summer mornings is that they’re always too bright and too quiet. And that’s always Myungsoo’s first thought every time he wakes up in this lazy season of the year, feeling lethargy washing away the imaginary morning energy that youths like him are supposed to have. The seventeen year old boy has never really understood the charms of school free days as he deems them days without purposes, so he dreads summer and every other school break. It’s not that he enjoys studying because the truth is quite the opposite or has a crush on somebody that he can only get to see at school. He just thinks that schooling is pretty much the only reason for him to get out of his bed in the mornings. Myungsoo doesn’t hang out with friends because he has none. Well, to be fair, he does have two or three of them but they’re not close enough to give each other a call and say “Let’s hang out!” on a free and nice summer day like this. He doesn’t classify himself as a loner either because a loner likes to do things alone but he doesn’t even like to do things.  He just stays in his room and waits until someone call him downstairs to eat or to run some errands. Myungsoo reckons his life is what people would call “the epitome of boredom” and it’s a nagging thought that constantly fills up his mind. He used to be perfectly fine with doing nothing in his own time but recently, he’s started to find himself wonder why life doesn’t offer him any thrill or even just a slight excitement to live on. Sometimes he thinks it’s utterly pointless to continue living like this. And if he doesn’t want to live then does he want to die? And that’s the point where he freaks out. Myungsoo isn’t afraid of death, he supposes but he is horrified of being suicidal.

 

- You are not wondering if you’re suicidal or not again, aren’t you?

 

Myungsoo groggily sits up with a yawn to look at the early intruder even though he’s already got an idea of who this must be. No one else comes into his room without knocking.

 

- Sungjong, I’ve told you many times that you…

 

- Need to knock before coming in?

 

Scrunching his nose and feigning ignorance in a mocking tone, Sungjong keeps stepping even further into Myungsoo’s territory and only stops to land his skinny on the edge of his annoyed friend’s bed. He continues when seeing Myungsoo still giving him the doubtful look and putting two defensive arms around his own waist to complete the furtive act.

 

- Come on dude, it’s not like I could walk in on you having a wank or something?

 

He shrugs his bony shoulder, not even bothering to see the funny look on Myungsoo’s face when he narrows his eyes and abruptly jerks his head back, almost hitting it on the wall. But when Sungjong finally turns around to catch the sight of his friend’s face distorting in something very much resembling the image of a wizened pickled fruit, he sighs loudly and scoots closer to Myungsoo.

 

- Stop making that face! Don’t act traumatised, drama queen.

 

Sungjong raises his already screechy voice then hits Myungsoo’s arm to cause more effect, which successfully snaps him out of it only to make him face the petite boy with a deadly serious look on face.

 

- Do you think incessantly will make me a little less bored?

 

30 seconds worth of very uncomfortable silence passes by before Sungjong smacks his friend hard on the forehead and jumps on his bed to kick him down with a loud thud.

 

- Ow! What ar--

 

- OH MY GOD MYUNGSOO, CAN’T YOU JUST STOP BEING SO WEIRD?

 

- What do you mean?

 

Myungsoo tilts his head in confusion, looking up at Sungjong while sitting with his hands on his lap and his on a mess of dirty clothes and pillows. The oddly adorable look makes Sungjong softens his glare a bit only to fume up with new found exasperation.

 

- Why does such a face have to belong to someone abnormal like you?

 

Raising his right eyebrow at the insult, Myungsoo stands up and pulls his friend down with a hard tug.

 

- You know, that joke about me not knowing how to use my face is getting old. It’s not even funny anymore.

 

- It’s not because it aint supposed to. I don’t mean it as a joke dude. You’re really wasting that gorgeous face of yours.

 

With an audible sigh, Sungjong gets up to brush off the imaginary dust on his and turns to walk out of the room.

 

- Not like I can do anything about it though.

 

Myungsoo shrugs while trying to find a clean shirt to put on amidst all the clothes he’s sitting on. But before he can pull out the black loose tee under his right leg, which he thinks is his favourite only because he wears it all the time, something red is shoved into his sight.

 

- You need to stop wearing too much black, Myungsoo. Wear this. It’s my birthday present for you.

 

Sungjong says while crouching down to meet his friend’s eye level, voice laced with unshaken demand, eyes sparkling with warmness and poorly hidden excitement.

 

- Thank you but.. my birthday was three months ago.

 

- But I didn’t know you then, did I?

 

- Then you could… wait until my next birthday? It’s only 9 months away from now.

 

- Myungsoo, do you not like my present?

 

A sob is heard.

 

- No! Of course.. not..

 

- Good! Now wear this. I’ll wait downstairs.

 

- But--

 

A second into his protest and Myungsoo knows it will be useless anyway. He has been friends with Sungjong for no longer than two months but he already knows better than to not obey the other. So he does the only thing he can do now, which is putting on that ridiculously red and uncomfortably revealing shirt and dragging his feet down, embracing himself for whatever his diva of a friend is going to tell him to do next. But as the half annoyed half scared boy reluctantly walks down the stairs, little does he know that this time, a quick mental preparation won’t do.

 

- Myung..soo?

 

Soft voice, averting eyes and tints of pink on chubby cheeks. And suddenly Myungsoo’s innocent summer is brought back to him.

 

- Hey, I missed you.

 

 

 

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A/N: So yea, that's the first chapter. Pretty boring, I think. But hey, let's hear your opinions XD

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xkeeki
#1
Myungsoo's head's so ed up that i don't even know what to say about it *A*. i mean, come on, kid, pull yourself together because you're kinda making everything worse. not that i blame him though, he just seems so lost and you expressed it so well and fdkagaga;gg'oag;hdf i just guess this guy doean't know how to make things work again, right? he's a poor baby also, not only Sungyeol! but i hope it eventually gets better, doesn't it? it can't be otherwise (is my grammar gone here .___.?), not when they have the awesome Sunggyu and Dongwoo the-most-precious-dino to help them, even if they don't know about/don't want it. Sungjong's so witty that he'd also have his part in this mess, riiight ♥?
the more the merrier, okay, which means, WOOHYUN YOU FOREVER GREASY TREE. dear author, don't you dare to make me crave for some WooYeol or 2Woo here, okay? 'cause i tend to change my otps in fanfiction, and this Woohyun here and his sticky hands seem pretty dangerous ♥
on another not, i like it how you start dialogues with a dash, not quotation marks, that's how books are written here where i live ^^~
and take care of yourself now that you have a fever!
gyueyez
#2
namuuu hahahaha what a memorable first impression, cheeeesssyyyy bwahahahaha..
gawd, myunggyu's scene was so intens i think, myungsoo's world has crashed down
xkeeki
#3
NO CREATIVE COMMENTS TODAY OKAY BECAUSE I'M GONNA GO TO YOUR COUNTRY WHEREVER YOU LIVE AND HUG YOU TO DEATH BECAUSE OF THE LOVELY DONGWOO HERE SDFJFHASHASDGHASDJHGKAJFDGHA;KSL ♥
and no problem, i'm gonna wait for maknae and all and sfdkjshjgkg thank god your chapter wasn't saved then because Dongwoo ;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;
gyueyez
#4
dongyeol hohoho dongwoo, sucha a caring brother <3
and what's with your head myungsoo??, the girlfriend part is still pissing me off -,- dongwoo will make u regret that myungsoo keke the power of dinozing dino
xkeeki
#5
and now, the best question would be - who's in bigger ? Myungsoo, Sungyeol, or Sungjong? because, you know, 'you need to find me a girlfriend' doesn't sound too appealing to me XD"
but WHAT IN THE BLUE JESUS has gotten into Myungsoo's head. i mean, it's usually easy for the reader to tell what the character feels - even when it's difficult for characters themselves - but he's, honestly, so bipolar i have no idea what is going on on his mind. i blame your writing for that, but that's definitely a good thing :D~ it's just lovely to find a fic that is not predictable ♥.
and guuuuuuuuuuurl, you should totally be proud of your creation of Gyu! he's such an awesome creature here, even when he's drunk and all ;~;. Dongwoo will ALWAYS be love, and seeing the end of this chapter i hope for more of him in the near future, along with Sungjong like you said, ohohohoho!
midnightBee #6
This broke my heart. I couldn't stand sungyeol cry, I don't know why.. Of all people, I can never stand sungyeol cry. I really like the way you describe everything... And how you take all the characters. I was a bit surprise of sunggyu's character, it was very different to what I usually think of him, but then, you came up with 'call your brother and come to fix mine.' That is just beautifully thought of. Really looking forward for more, but I really hope Myungsoo won't break my heart more than he has now. Sungyeol's heart is equivalent to mine. XD
gyueyez
#7
sunggyu the charismatic leader *0*..i was thinking, ah myungsoo will comeback soon and telling sungyeol his feeling, then i read the girlfriend part.. omg! poor yeol,, aaand then u said, not so soon T0T DANG~!!! be patient yeol hahahahahaha *why am i laughing?* kekeke
morninginmarch #8
Oh my gawd awesome story!!! Myungsoo accept yeol's confession!!! accept it!!! or else!!!
jaimeonew #9
this is good!!! please update soon! will myungsoo accept yeollie's confession???