There isn’t much left to do. I smiled at the television screen when your face appeared. This was a few years earlier, wasn’t it? Your hair isn’t blonde but it’s still that mop on your head, you’re lucky I was always there to help you fix it.

I wonder if you’re looking down at me right now. They say I should let go, it has already been two years since you left us – left me.

I kept all of our memoirs, I still remember your favourite food, and I still have that jacket you gave me on our first date. These things, these very precious things, I’ll never let them go.

He has arrived, I hear his quick footsteps, do you approve? I know you would no matter who it is, as long as he treats me right, right? He’ll never replace you in my heart but I sure hope he can become part of my heart. No one will ever take your place – I do hope you know that. He has been pretty upset since you’ve departed as well, but he has been there for me through thick and thin. Even when I yelled and told him to get lost – he stuck by me, just like you would.

I know you’re in heaven now, and I refused to believe anything of the sort before but now you’re gone and I’d like to believe you’re in a better place. But I’m selfish and I wish you weren’t in heaven where everything could be given to you – I want you to be here with me.

I miss you, I love you.

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I can see you’re smiling again, but I know it’s because you’re looking at our treasures. You still look the same since we last saw each other. I always loved your long hair, is that why you kept it that way? I wish I could reach out to touch those soft locks, do they feel the same? You’ve been restless at night – I know you haven’t had good sleep for the past two years.

I’ll always be watching over you, I cry for you too. It’s unfair that we were torn away from each other, not many can have the same bond we had. Not many can show affection like you did.

No matter how much we fought, I’d always come back to apologize – I couldn’t stand to see you cry because of me or even at all. So don’t cry and just enjoy the life you were blessed with.

Why are you praying for me? You’re not even religious. There is a place here called heaven though, but I can’t call it heaven because you’re not here with me. Your family is worried about you, they don’t know how to talk to you. I kept an eye out for your brother like you always told me to. He misses his smiling nuna.

Though I’m not there, keep smiling even if it’s not for you, do it for me. The two of you are alive, you and him, so cherish him as he cherishes you. Now it’s my turn to ask you to take care of someone, he’s a good kid and he will show you almost as much love as I did. I don’t believe anyone could love you like I did. The unfortunate truth of it all is that I must be selfish and I hope that I will always be part of your heart – I don’t want you to forget me.

I’m still here, I love you.

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I know I won’t ever be him, I know you will always love him more than you love me, but I could damn well try to protect you like he did. I miss him too. I miss his teasing, his goofy face, and especially his strange motherly nature.

Even if it’s just for a split second, let me be him – let me be equal to him in your heart. I dream at night that you loved me like you loved him, and I wake up crying knowing that isn’t possible.

I can feel the guilt build up in me. How could I even think of replacing him, I’m a terrible friend. But I’m human, I feel too. I feel happy, sad, and jealous like every other person.

We dyed our hair together yet you seemed to like the blonde on him much more than you liked it on me or the rest of us. You cried whenever you the two of you fought, I learned from him though that whether it was me or you in the wrong, I’d always end up the one to run back to you.

Hyung, wherever you are, please watch over us with a smile. We will live happily for you, I won’t waste one moment. I’ll create new memories for her, ones that I hope she will honour like she does with the memories you have left behind.

I know she’ll come around, but until then lead me the way like you always have.

I can wait, because I love you. 

ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL GRAPHICS AND TRAILER FROM SPARKLE HEAVEN REQUEST SHOP!!

I am back with a new three-shot fic. Well, I think it will be three shots not including the prologue and epilogue. So maybe five shots if you include the prologue and epilogue. It will be told in three different perspectives per chapter but the prologue and epilogue will be in third person. 

Thank you for taking the time to check this out! Enjoy ~

Yes, this is roughly based on Ailee's Heaven. I do hope no one already did this. I mean, even if they did I hope it's not the same as mine! OH and no plagiarizing or I'll hunt you down, believe me I won't be sending you to heaven.

If you please and I do suggest it, go listen to Heaven by Ailee while reading this. 

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