Every night, Ryeowook would stare at the pale moon that hangs above the night sky. He would wonder where Henry was and would cry to himself at how pathetic his life has become.

“you know, there were times that I feel like I don’t deserve Teukie’s love..”

Ryeowook wondered where the voice came from and he saw Kangin drinking by the dinner table.

“hyung.. it’s unhealthy for you to drink.”

“you still care for the members wookie.. you should learn to love yourself first!”

KAngin’s words stabbed Ryeowook and he’s bleeding. Kangin was about to drink yet another shot of soju when Ryeowook grabbed the shot glass and downed it himself.

“ahh.. I never drank soju for so long..”

“because Henry doesn’t want you to..”

Kangin said and it pained Ryeowook more. He took the whole bottle and started drinking the soju.

“I’m a failure..”

Ryeowook cried as he drank the bottles of soju.

“it’s not the answer to your problems Ryeowook..”

Kangin reminded the dongsaeng.

“what is hyung?”

Kangin smiled and patted Ryeowook at the back.

“letting go..”

Ryeowook stared at the bear as KAngin grabbed the bottle Ryeowook was holding and drank it himself.

“let go Ryeowook.. I let Teukie go.. for I love him.. and having me means turning back on the life he always dreamed of.. I let go and he returned to me.. because we love each other.. if you love Henry that much.. you should let him go.. if you two are meant to be, he’ll come back..”

Ryeowook leaned his head on Kangin’s shoulder and closed his eyes.

“hyung.. I tried letting go.. but it’s hard.”