Lee Sunho 1

Shinhwa One Shot

The silently frozen memories

The secret notes in my quiet heart

The faded pieces

Lee Sunho sat at the local cafe. The memories of you flooded in his head. Thoughts secretly popped in his head, like notes from his heart. Yet each faded away.

The traces among the passing people

They are all past memories woo

The same people pass by him every day. Every one of them a part of the memory of that day. 

In the empty space, in my emptiness,

My heart is tired

He sighed and went home, knowing it was full of emptiness. Empty rooms, empty halls. All the memories were making tired, his heart especially.

I hear your voice

In the faraway memories

It wakes me from my sleep,

Take me away

His eyes snapped open as he sat up. He looked around finding no one. Shaking his head, he mumbled, "She isn't here anymore Sunho, get it together. 

I hear your voice

In my spotted memories

You stayed for a bit and went away

(oh go away) Let me go away

To the memory in my heart

He stood in the kitchen, cooking away a meal for himself. Your voice appeared. Your laughter. It stayed, then went.

"Just go away." He mumbled. He didn't want to think about it anymore.

Uh memories,

The leaves fall one by one

But the memories are clear like it's yesterday

Like a melody, it's so familiar

If you call me again,

I see the blurry memories

If you shine on them again

He walked to the park near his house and sat on an empty bench. Taking a deep breathe he looked all around. Everything seemed to be in slow motion. The leaves from the trees seem to fall one by one. Children laughing in the distance. It was dejavu. It was as if the memory was reliving itself. 

"Sunho..." Your voice whispered.

He looked around towards the sound, but nothing was there. He shook his head. It was all part of a memory that popped in his head. 

Tiring days without a reason

Our promises

That faded in time

The pieces engraved in my heart

(Are getting farther away)

Our past memories yeah

In the empty space, in my emptiness,

My heart is tired

Days passed, each more tiring than the next. The promises the two of you made were fading away. Each piece of the relationship that was engraved in his heart was getting farther away from him. 

His heart felt emptiness again and continued to be tired from the memories.

I hear your voice

In the faraway memories

It wakes me from my sleep,

Take me away

I hear your voice

In my spotted memories

You stayed for a bit and went away

(oh go away) Let me go away

To the memory in my heart

Sunho's eyes opened and he sat up. The memories continued to make it hard for him to sleep. He shook his head and went to the living room. Sitting on the couch, he the television. 

He didn't hear the television at all. All he heard was your voice, your laughter. All he saw was you dancing around the living room, giggling.

He rubbed his temple and sighed. "Please just go away." He mumbled.

Remembering me,

Reminiscing me,

Avoiding me,

Threatening me

Are you comforting me or pitying me?

Look far ahead,

It's hard for me to breathe,

It's overwhelming

I'm just being me

But the numbers keep going up,

I'm just being me

People can't see the important things,

Resignation mixed with sighs,

I'm just going to stop

Sunho sat down near the window of his apartment, holding a picture of the two of you. "Do you even think of me?" He mumbled. "Is it hard for you as it is for me?"

His thoughts flowed out with every emotion he had in the pass weeks. Anger, sadness. 

He couldn't take it anymore and threw the picture against the wall. He stood up and went to bed.

I hear your voice

I see your smile,

It wakes me from my sleep

It takes me to that place (let me go away)

I hear your voice

Let's hold hands

And go away (oh go away)

Let me go away

To the memory in my heart

Once again Sunho's eyes opened wide and he sat up on the bed. The memories that wake him up won't go away. He sat there alone, the tears silently sliding down his cheeks.

"Sunho.." Your voice whispered.

He shut his eyes and whispered,

"Yo I can hear you,

I hear your voice calling me

I feel you, I feel you

In front of me like it's yesterday

Like the globe, you revolve around me

Let's leave to the village of our memories

Memories are never gone

Forever young inside my heart."

 

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reds1383
#1
Chapter 8: : my condolences on your loss. continue staying strong and stay safe.
on a second note, keep up with these AWESOME shorts, Author-nim! ?