"Hyung..." Sehuns voice sounded sad as he looked into my eyes. I couldn't handle all this anymore! Tears were still running down my cheek and I broke our eye contact. I felt cold and empty... I sobbed quietly into my hands as I felt something on my shoulders. Sehun took his jacket off and putted it over my shoulders. I looked at him again still feeling like my heart was broken into thousands of pieces that will never be healed. Suddenly Sehuns expression changed. He kneeled down and softly my cheek, wiping my tears. "I lost him.... now I it's really over..." I whispered realizing too late that there was a chance that I didn't saw. "I ruined everything... I'm so dumb sehun, so dumb....I have gone too far... "

Said man looked from my eyes to my lips. As he looked back I felt kind of weird. "Hyung... He doesn't deserve something as beautiful as you." he said. I looked at him in confusion. "Don't you see how he ruined you? It's not your fault that he is a cold idiot, nor is it your fault that he is too dumb to see how precious you are. Also... I don't regret a single second of us!"

I thought about his words. He is right, right? What did I do to deserve this? How can just a simple kiss ruin a friendship of over 6 years? No if he really was my friend he would talk it out with me, right? He wouldn't just ignore me and then break me.

"But... I love him..." were the words that came out of me without wanting it. Sehun froze for a second but his eyes had a confidence that almost scared me. "But Hyung... I love you...probably more than you can imagine." With these words he helped me standing up and putted his left arm around my waist.

I looked at him a little shocked but he only putted his right hand on my face wiping a tear. "I can't handle seeing you like this anymore. You need someone who can love you right. I do love you Hyung." His face was now centimeters away from mine and my eyes were wide open. "Sehun...." But before I can say anything he closed the distance between us and I felt his lips on mine!

Thousand different feelings crashed my soul as I felt Sehun softly kissing me. I didn't know what to do at all at this point. I'm sure that I still love Chanyeol but for some reason I couldn't deny this feeling, Sehun's lips on mine was sweet. It took me a few seconds before I realized that I actually kissed him back! O