Five meters...

She was that close to me yet it seemed like we were a hundred miles apart. 

And there she is, with another sunbae, her smile glowing, shining like a sun, my hand landed on my chest, clutching it like it was being struck by a knife. 

It hurts. 

It ing hurts I feel like thousands of needles are being pring into my heart, killing me slowly. 

I feel like I'm slowly suffocating, and the air around me isn't enough to keep me breathing.... 

Is it so selfish to wish that her smile is directly for me, only for me?

Yeah, because you broke up with her, remember? I told to myself, answering my own question

I wish she is mine...

Like how it was a few years ago.