Jjong : Go find a girlfriend so that you won't felt lonely like this.

Onew : Should I ? Well I met one girl today .. she's cute too and even better she's Korean. * smiling cheekily at them *

 

 

That suddenly caught Victoria's attention who is just now sulking because of Onew.

 

 

Key : Who is she ? Owh .. hyung .. I didn't know that you're this wit.

Onew : Kim So Eun .. my new friend .. hehe .. and don't ask for more.

 

 

* Kim So Eun ? He already got new friend there ? *

 

 

Minho : One more question, how does she looks like ? * looking curious with his two big eyes *

Onew : Well .. she looks like .. Luna ? A bit .. yeah .. she have black curly hairs and she's have a petite body.

Taemin : She sounds cute to me .. keke

 

 

* OK .. how did he managed to describe a person like that in just a meeting ? He's quite observant I guess .. but why does

I felt pissed when I heard he giggled whenever they talk about that new friend of him. *

 

 

Sulli : Unnie .. Onew oppa want to bid good bye to you .. * Motioned Victoria to come *

 

 

Victoria just shook her head and continue to watch the TV tried to act that she don't care about Onew but the fact is she kept

her ears wide open to listen to every each of their conversation but ended up become pissed when most of their conversation

involved his new friend.

 

“ Noona .. Isn't that great. He already met a new friend over there. Maybe that way he will slowly forget about his

feelings for you. “ Jonghyun said as he approached Victoria.

“ Yeah ... unnie .. you don't have to feel guilty anymore for rejecting him. “ Amber added.

“ But oppa .. I don't think it's easier that you thought .. I'm sure that feeling that he had are gonna stay in his heart. “

Luna spoke which caught everyone's attention.

“ Why would you said that ? “

“ Take me as an example. “ Luna said to her boyfriend which made him to chuckle.

“ Yeah .. you're a one stubborn kid. “ He ruffled her hair which cause her to do the same for him.

Victoria smiled when she looked at Jongna who looks really happy together and that made her to think the reason of her

rejection to Onew. * Why did I said no ? What's the reason behind it ? *

When she was in her deep thought, “ Unnie .. wanna go home now ? “ Sulli give a nudge which cause her to startled.

“ You guys go back first. I'm gonna take something from Onew's room. I think I left my books and CD's there. “

“ We can wait. “

“ No .. Just go home first. “ She insist and her friends just follow what she want.

 

 

“ I'll let you know when I'm done. “

She told Minho who's smiling at her because he know the exact reason for her to asked her dongsaengs to go home first.

He know that Victoria need some time in his room maybe because she missed him so much.

“ Arasso .. I'll be in my room. Just knock my door but if I'm not awake you can go to Key's room .. he's a light sleeper. “

She nodded and headed towards Onew's room.

Slowly she turned the door knob and switch on the light. The room felt really familiar to her now but there's an awkwardness

surrounded the room. She already get used seeing Onew on the bed or lying flat on the floor or even studying at his desk

whenever she burst into the room and he always had this startled expression whenever he saw her in his room and that never

fails to made her laughed at him.

She walked towards his bed and lie down on it with her eyes still wandering around the room.

Her eyes then fixated to the closet not far from the bed which she's really thought it was so cool since there are two closet and

it's alternately placed next to the two book selfs which also have the same height as the closet. She then walked towards it and

looked thoroughly at the books that he had. She had never interested in what kind of book that he always read and

suddenly she felt it now. Most of it were books about photography, some of it are fictions and also books about business.

She then went towards the desk and saw two photo frames on top of it with a small note sticked next to each of it.

 

 

 

' 2011 ' The pretty handsome boys that rules the world .. haha !

The 4 of us are completed with Jonghyun in the group !

 

 

 

 

Feb 2^nd

Mummy Pororia 18^th B-Day and her daughters w the delicious cake that Daddy Dubu made .. keke

 

 

 

“ Jeez .. he know how to bragged about himself. “ She put back those two pictures and walked back towards the closet.

She always remembered how protective Onew are whenever she want to take a peek in his closet.

She open the first one and saw nothing inside but only the hangers and some shelfs, so she open up the next closet where she

found a medium size box were placed at the bottom part. She took out the box and carefully open it, “ What's this ? “

She found a lot of letters, gifts and two books of photo albums. She was surprised when she take a quick look at the contains.

“ Why did he kept all of this ? “

 

Victoria had to go to Key's room since Minho didn't answer her call.

“ What's that ? “ Key asked as he spotted she's holding on a box.

“ This .. I believed this is mine. So I'm taking it home with me. “ She said smilingly at him before bid goodbye to him.

“ Good night Key. Thanks anyway. “

 

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Victoria's Room

 

The first thing that she did is took out all of the letters from the box.

At first she was hesitant but she made up her mind and read it since her name were written on the envelop.

 

 

Dearest Victoria noona,

 

There's something that I always want you to know.

I love you so much.

It feels like when you come around me, my mouth becomes grid-locked

and all the words I want to say just stop.

Sometimes I want to open up to you and tell you how I feel ~

I guess I am too scared to open up and be real.

 

Love Always,

Lee Jinki @ Onew

 

 

She looked at the back of the envelop and it's shows 28^th November 2011. “ This is the latest. “

She check on every each of the letter and found out one letter that she believed was first written by him since

the date is the earliest than the rest.

 

 

2^nd February 2008

 

Dear Victoria noona,

 

I'm writing you this because I don't have the guts to say it in person.

We have been friends for about 3 years now and

I somehow got the ' more than friends ' feeling in me ..

I feel bad whenever you talk to other boys more friendlier than with me ..

You may think this is an ordinary crush but I never felt this way about other girls before.

Yes .. I'm falling for you .. and I hope you would feel the same for me.

 

P/S : Happy Birthday noona and I love you.

 

Love,

Onew

 

 

 

She then take a good look on each of the pictures in one of the album. Every pictures of him and her were kept in that album.

Her happy feelings that she had at first were slowly faded little by little as she reminisce back her memories with Onew through

out the photos, which made her feels the sadness in her heart.

She cursed herself for didn't realized his love for her since the beginning.

She realized that the tears starting to pooling in her eyes and she wiping up the tears that already flowing down the face

so that it won't mess the album.

 

“ Onew .. I feel bad right now. I never know Onew .. I never realized that you always had something for me ... “

“ I was surprised Onew, with your sudden confession. What I need is only some time to think about it but the fact that you're

leaving made me become mad and that's why those words that coming out from my mouth. I let my anger to controlled myself.“ 

Victoria let her emotion to controlled her on that night and cried as much as she want.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Author's Note : 

So, through this chapter I concluded that Victoria finally felt the same for Onew 

and her rejection earlier is because of the anger. 

You see the pictures above right ?

I was having so much difficulty when trying to find the right words to describe those pics

but at last I managed to find something that suits the best for it.

Well, at least, that's what I thought .. keke 

 

One more thing, I noticed that this fic hadn't caught  most of my previous readers attention.

Is it because you guys are not favor of Ontoria ? 

Did you guys waiting for other couple ? Like Minstal, Keyber and Taelli ?

Well, if it does then could you guys wait for a lil more ? 

Because those couple will taking their turn after Ontoria.

But, I really hope to receive more feedback from the readers for this story too.

Thank you so much for the comments below though .. It does help a lot.

Love you guys.