This is so embarassing, this is so embarassing, why would he even used that as a wallpaper? of a laptop, with no freaking password?! and how did he even get that picture? i swear im gonna let this floor swallow me right at this moment

 

"hey your mouth, you can close it ya know"

 

i shake my head to bring back my lost sanity

 

"you look cute when you're red like that. no wonder that jerk fell for you"

 

he pinched my cheeks before leaving the room. i was left standing still in shock

few minutes later, jiyong finally arrived at the scene. i breathed heavily to collect myself cause i dont wanna get embarassed more than i already did.

"hey babe guess what? i bought you waffles!"

 

he flashed that famous gummy smile everyone would fell for. 

 

please dont tell me im blushing

 

"whats wrong? are you sick?"

 

he rushed to my side and check my temperature putting his forehead on my forehead, i felt my breath hitch. such a close distance! what a way to embarass me more!

i retreated urgently as if i got burnt from the touch and it made him confused

 

"i-i-i wasnt sick! hehe..hehehe" okay, that sounds so awkward but im panicking alright and im losing all my ability to think properly

despite seeing me acting so strange, jiyong still wear a worried look on his face "but you look so red. we should go to the hospital"

he held my wrist and started to walk towards the door

 

"hey wait wait wait!"

 

with all the little strength i have, i stopped him. i dont know what to do or how to tell him because heeeeeeeeey its embarassingggggg! but okay, he leave me no choice, he'll drag me to the hospital if i dont tell him and that is more embarrassing. i burried my head on his chest and inhaled deeply. ok this is it

 

"whats wrong?"

 

"its the p-picture..."

 

he tried to pull my face probably to look at my expression but i remain firm. i dont wanna look at him right now

 

"what picture?"

 

though i cant see him, i can pretty much guess his look of confusion right now. i swallowed a lump on my throat

 

"l-lap...top"

 

with my broken words, i shakingly pointed my finger at black laptop in the table without looking.

 

 "oh"

 

At that instant, seungri knew that jiyong finally figured out what he was trying to say. few minutes of dead silence have past before a voice finally speak "you found out?"

seungri's jaw dropped, he couldnt believe what he heard and so he pulled away from the embrace and look at jiyong in disbelief 'oh' and 'you found out?' THATS IT? "THATS IT?!!"

he demanded. jiyong look at him innocently, slowly blinking his eyes like a lost puppy

 

"YOU USED MY FREAKIN' HALF SLEEPING PICTURE AS YOUR LAPTOP WALLPAPER FOR EVERYONE TO SEE AND ALL YOU COULD SAY IS 'YOU FOUND OUT'??!!!!"

jiyong was stunned, seungri threw so many words at once in a loud voice and red face both from embarrassment and anger but even so, he still find it amusing to see his little pup being extremely shy in front of him. surpressing the smile that was about to surface, he cupped seungri face and meet his eyes

 

"first of all, its not just a half sleeping pictures of yours, i didn't take it out of bad intention. its just that you look so ethereal at that moment with the sun illuminating your face, i had no way to resist such a beauty.."  jiyong paused and smile gently "..I always held my breath whenever i see it"

seungri is lost for words, he didn't expect to suddenly receive such a sweet confession from jiyong so he averted his gaze refusing to look at his warm pair of eyes

 

"and what do you mean for others to see? there's no way i would let others see my precious possession!"

hearing him say so, seungri raised one of his eyebrow full of suspicion "but you did not input a password?"

 

"of course i did!"

 

"pfft. liar"

seungri remove jiyong's hand on his cheek and went to open the laptop to show jiyong that it was indeed no password. but jiyong also step forward and explain "it has a password, but i unlocked it when we arrived here because im about to used it when you said you are hungry and i went out to buy snacks"

 

so that's how it was. youngbae was able to show him the picture because the laptop's password is already unlocked the moment he arrived! what a luck. if only he knew there's an embarrassing thing in jiyong's laptop, he should've check it beforehand

 

"fine, i believe you. but!"

 

"but?"

 

"but if there are more things like this that you are keeping, please just tell me so i wouldn't have a heart attack everytime!"

 

okay, that sound  so narcissistic but i need to be clear on this to avoid any unnecessary event in the future

 

"you mean like this?"

 

seungri's heart jump when jiyong showed him his cellphone and both the lock screen and wallpaper is his face! WHAT THE !

 

"JIYONG!!!!"

jiyong laugh heartily at his protest before he captures his lips "is it wrong for me to always wanna see the face of my beloved?"

he brush the lose strand of hair on seungri's face and tucked it behind his ear causing seungri to shiver a little

 

"are you on drugs? did you consume all the sugar in world to be able to say such dialogue which was unforgivably cringeworthy?"

jiyong put his face beside his ear and started whispering in a low voice almost seducing "if loving you means being on drugs then, im probably addict by now. i don't mind consuming you everyday"

seungri face heated up like a volcano erupting from embarrassment. He push jiyong away and hit him on the chest "STOP SAYING NONSENSE!"

 

he is teasing me! this bastard clearly enjoys teasing me!

seungri was about to blurt out few more curses at jiyong when someone suddenly knock at the door causing both of them to stop and look at the same direction

 

"Mr Kwon its me, im here for the presentation"

hearing that, jiyong look at seungri and smile apologetically

 

"i guess its time for work now"

 

seungri nodded. still feeling the heat of embarrassment from before, he excused himself and told jiyong he would like to stroll inside the hotel for entartainment. Afterall, he never had the chance to see the whole building even after all those years that he lived here. there's simply no reason to do so.

 

Without wasting anymore seconds, seungri walk out of the door to breathe some fresh air. maybe a little distraction can help him cool down. unconsciously his feet lead him to somewhere familiar. this path is the same path he'd always taken for quite a long time and probably would've still taken if things didn't end up the way it did. His steps halted right in front of a simple, yet elegant white door. Just standing there bought him waves of memories he wish he had long forgotten. but couldn't. after all, it has only been a few months. 

just when he was about to take a step away, a strong pair of arms captured him in a possessive embrace. Seungri froze. uttering under his breath "no....way...."

 

 

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

 

Ok first of all, i wanted to apologize for making y'all wait for so loooooooong 🙏 it was so hard for me to continue this story because the plot got astray. it did not end up the way i wanted it to be so i was thinking of re-writting the whole thing again. probably to change the scenes, personality of the characters and so on.

 

please tell me what you think about this chapter and the whole story. if you have any suggestions please say so. until we meet again, thank youuuu!!!

 

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