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“A guy who bought me roses everyday came here and he told the nurse to passed a message for me.”

“What message?”

“To tell me that he loves me…”

Suho paused.

The roses, wasn’t from him.

The ‘I love her’ message also wasn’t from him.

Who could it be?

Jiyong…?

Suho turned and facing Chaerin, she’s looking at him.

“Yes I was here this morning.” He smiles, “So… what do you say Chae?” he asked.

Chaerin paused.

“I… uh…” there’s a little disappointment in he heart, but the one she was hoping for might not even realized that she’s hospitalized right now.

Suddenly Suho pat her head.

“It’s a good thing you know my feeling now, Chae…” he said, “Don’t overthinking about such thing, now we gotta focus on your health first and we’ll talk about it again later, ok?”

+

Jiyong scroll his cellphone up and down, re-reading all the conversation he had with Chaerin back then, he read it hundred times until he know every single words by heart.

Jiyong hugged his knees together, sitting on the floor without even bother to turn on the lights. He’s unable to sleep because all he saw in his dream was Chaerin and the baby on the way.

“Ji…” Dami knock on his door.

“I’m fine.” He said.

“I bet, but you need to eat something.”

“I ate, at campus before.”

He could hear her sighing, “You’re not even go to the campus lately, Ji, I knew that!” Dami shouts.

Jiyong paused, then he drag himself to open the door for Dami.

Dami scoffed and turn on the lights, “What the hell happen to you?”

“What?” Jiyong asked.

“Give it up, Ji, if you really want to see her then go!”

“I’m not!”

Dami scoffed.

“And after whatever I did to her, do you think she still wanted to see me??” he raised his voice.

Dami stopped. “W-what you did to her?”

“I left her when she needed me the most!!”

+

Several days later.

Suho is looking at Chaerin who sat beside him at the car, she just got discharged from the hospital.

“Hey, are you ok?” he asked.

She nodded.

Suho’s gaze fall to the roses she brought since they left the hospital.

“Uhm… so, what’s the doctor said?” he asked.

“I need to rest, you know… just a common suggestions.” She replied.

“Alright.”

“By the way…” Chaerin said, “Thank you… for paying the hospital bills for me.”

Suho paused.

“Where did you get the roses?” Suho suddenly asked.

“The hospital administration told Dara that you paid everything and left this for me again.”

Suho paused.

At this point Suho knew Chaerin might suspicious.

“You knew it wasn’t me, don’t you?” he murmures.

Chaerin didn’t answer.

“I wish it was you.” She look away.

“Why?”

“Because… I don’t want to feel anything to him anymore.”

Suho sighed.

“Just tell me it was you.” Chaerin said, “Tell me it was you who brought me roses everyday, who left the ‘I love you’ message through the nurse, who paid the bills!”

Suho stopped at the red light, “Chaerin…” he patted his hair. “It wasn’t me… you knew who it is.”

Chaerin drop her gaze to the roses on her lap.

“But that