A letter to Kwon Ji Yong

I dedicate this story to A BOY who've been my HEARTBREAKER since then.

To A BOY who gave Shine to my life.

I'm keeping him forever in my heart.

Maybe I'll never have that enough courage or worst,

never have the opportunity to tell you all of this,

so I guess I'm gonna do this through the only best thing I can do -- writing.

*I'm not asking.. I'm telling.. So baby listen..*

So hear me please..

Some people may not understand what I'm going through.

Some will say that "Hey! That's impossible!".

Surely some won't agree and never ever accept it.

But I knew, only few knew that this feelings was oh! so true!

So this is how it started.

Let me tell you all of it.

It's August.

I've started a new life in a new world with a bright smile planted on my face.

Trying to convince myself,

"Don't worry, it's okay."

*Everything's gonna be alright*

I consider Korean Music as new world because I used to love Rock before.

Then a friend introduced me to that kind of music.

 I don't know what's in it that I just can't say "No"

when she's telling me to listen to this and that.

There's a doubt in my mind running that keeps on telling me a lot of "What if's".

But I decided to continue and told myself "I must go on."

This isn't the end.

*This is the real beginning*

It's my choice to live with it so I ended up getting used to it.

The days passed by.. even months..

I found myself loving it.

Then finally realized I'm really into it.

*I can't stop now*

One memorable day came to my way.

I was bored and thought of turning on the television to kill the mood.

 The show's featuring songs of Style Icons of Korea.

I got excited when I saw "Style Icon".

It caught my attention, really.

 I'm a little bit curious about it.

 I wanna know what makes it different from the other singers

and musicians of the music scene, so I watched it.

Then suddenly A BOY started to sing with a voice that is so sweet and rare.

I was so deeply impressed by the way he sing and rap.

And surprisingly he can even dance to the rhythm too!

Like a total package.

 It's not hard for me not to like him in an instant.

There's with him that I can't explain until now.

He's not like any other.

He's my Number 1. My everything.

He smiled like there's no tomorrow.

 I easily fell inlove with that smile on his pretty face.

His bright eyes made my knees go weak.

What more? Everything about him is just perfect.

After seeing his music videos on TV,

I rushed to my computer and started to look anything about him.

It's not hard to find anything because he's a Korean Dream.

Often seen on TV commercials and shows,

easy to be found on magazines and don't forget about the internet.

 I started to collect his pictures, videos and even facts about him.

I even bought a songbook with his group on cover for the very first time.

 I don't know what's with in this boy that I can't stand even one day without saying his name or thinking about him.

My day wouldn't be complete without hearing his voice and talking about him.

Then finally another day came.

 I woke up in the morning that I came to realize that,

"That's it! This is it! I knew it!"

 All I can say is "I love him and it's like Addiction."