It was Nickhun..

 Who've been there for me ever since.

"What's up?"

 "Just chillin' with my friends."

 "Friends?"

"Yeah. The sky, the clouds, the raindrops.. they were all my special friends."

"It was nice to meet your friends. Though, I think we should better get going."

 "I'm staying with them."

"Don't be like that, you'll get sick.."

 "but I am sick.."

I whispered

"I'll go home later. I want to be here."

"While soaking wet?"

"I guess it's part of our bonding. Go on."

"Okay.."

 Nickhun left me.

As he walks down the street, my tears keeps on falling too.

I don't know if I can be without them.

I don't know if they'll be okay if I'm gone.

 I remember my mom.

 Dad's not around, he's working abroad.

So when I'm gone, mom will be alone.

 I knew that she doesn't want to be alone.

She's afraid.

 I don't want to leave her like this.

 I don't want to die yet.

Though I know it's everyone's fate, I'm still young.

 I have a lot of dreams to fulfill.

 I want to be a writer someday.

 I want to write about my life.

 I want to share my thoughts to everyone.

 I want to take photos more.

And enjoy the features of photography.

 I want to listen more.

To appreciate and relate to song's lyrics.

To dance to the music.

I'm scared to death.

 I'm crying like a baby.

Seriously..

I took a deep breath and tried to hold my tears.

If I continue crying like there's no tomorrow

they'll figured out that I actually cried.

 I'm the kind of person that once started to cry,

I can't easily stop.

"Forget it. You'll be okay soon!"

I said to myself as I try to cheer up.

 I decided to walk when I felt someone hugged me.