I had to chance to walk alone after sometime.

I got my phone and turn on the music while I put my headset on.

Instrumentals. Makes me more sadder than I am.

Recently, I found out that I have a disease.

 It's heart related.

 Now I know why I always get tired so easily.

I can't do a lot of activities because I tend to struggle with breathing.

No one knows.

Only me and Ljoe.

He's the one who did the check up and diagnosis

. Even mom don't know.

 I told him not to mention to anyone.

That I can be cured.

He told me that it CAN be cured by resting, medicines and a surgery.

Surgery. How am I supposed to undergo to a surgery when no one knows my condition?

He told me that we should tell mom, but I refused.

I shouldn't. I promised myself not to let anyone to bother about me anymore.

 I will work.

I will gain money for my medicines.

And even work more harder to save for my surgery in the future.

Tears run down from eyes.

 I felt something drop from the sky.

 I looked up and then I realized it's pouring.

 Even the sky is sad for me too?

 I'm a bit scared..

No, I am really scared.

I still want to do a lot of things in the future.

 I remained standing while the sky still pouring.

I didn't care even if I'm soaked wet or so whatever.

 Even my phone is wet too.

 I stayed there for a few minutes.

 Then someone I knew shared his umbrella with me.

 It was nice to see him..