** JENNIE'S POV **

 

I never saw a sign of rejection from Lisa. 

 

 

 

After all she still act the same.

 

 

 

As i wait for her drying up in the comfort room, i felt someone throw a towel on me. 

 

 

 

" Go dry up, Jennie. You might get a cold " 

 

 

 

I turn around and saw Lisa combing her hair as she walk towards the glass window. 

 

 

 

 

" Just look how the rain made a mess on Jisoo's party " she laughed

 

 

 

" It's actually a mess, a total disaster " i laughed from the cr

 

 

 

Why do i feel like Lisa just ignored everything what happen earlier. 

 

 

 

Why do i feel like the friendship remains the same?

 

 

 

Lisa

 

 

 

I want more than that. 

 

 

 

I want to own you. 

 

 

 

" Should i go back to my room already? " she asked

 

 

 

What should i tell her?

 

 

 

 

" Go get some rest then, Lisa " 

 

 

 

But then she stares me like she's doubting it and stayed her place where near the door.

 

 

 

" Are you sure? " 

 

 

 

I nodded.

 

 

 

But i lowered my head a little cause i really feel like she'll leave after that.

 

 

 

I know i'm just Lisa's bestfriend.

 

 

 

And not her goddamn girlfriend.

 

 

 

But why do i feel like i'm acting like a jealous girlfriend here who only want is to cuddle.

 

 

 

We we're actually in white bath robes and her hair is still wet but still manage to look this pretty somehow.

 

 

 

What?

 

 

 

Jennie what the ?

 

 

 

That's your ing bestfriend, Jennie Kim.

 

 

 

 

" Come on, let's go get some sleep already nugget " 

 

 

Lisa was pulling me already from the bed and smiling.

 

 

 

" Lisa "

 

 

 

I was about to pull her and me not wanting her to stay, cause i feel hurt bout how she act tonight. 

 

 

 

But i ended up laying next to her with her right arm spread.

 

 

 

Lisa closed her eyes.

 

 

 

" Let's sleep, Jennie " she mumbled

 

I don't know of i should put my arms around her neck cause i'm afraid that she leave. 

 

 

 

But instead, i raised my upper half body and faced the sleeping Lisa.

 

 

 

You are so perfect.

 

 

 

Why do i only realized this .

 

 

 

Can you just accept me?

 

 

 

 

 

Is it that hard for everyone to love me? 

 

 

 

 

" What are you thinking? "

 

 

 

Then i saw her opened her eyes and look at me. 

 

 

 

 

" Just stuffs " i answered coldly for her to stop asking. 

 

 

 

But i guess she won't stop.

 

 

 

" What stuffs? " 

 

 

 

Us.

 

 

 

 

I didn't actually answered her.

 

 

 

 

" I'm afraid of those things inside your head " 

 

 

 

 

" Why? "

 

 

 

 

" It makes you lie" 

 

 

 

She really knows me well. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

" Can i kiss you? " 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lisa didn't even flinch a little or got shocked on what i said. 

 

 

She's not even responding after i said that but all i felt was her hand tucking my hair behind my ear and slowly move her face forward. 

 

 

 

" Lisa, you.. "

 

 

 

I was about to tell her not to do it if she feels forced but she cut me off and had our lips sealed. 

 

 

 

I'm on top of her and she had her both hands in the back to support us as our lips dance in each other's property.

 

 

It never goes to hot and aggressive one but i still love the fact that she's kissing me softly.

 

 

 

 

" I love this " i mumbled between our kisses and pull Lisa to deepen the kiss. 

 

 

 

Lisa is not even rejecting.

 

 

 

Please make this last.

 

 

 

 

I want more of this.

 

 

 

- 

 

 

I woke up without Lisa beside me,

 

 

 

I am afraid that this is just a semi permanent happiness from her. 

 

 

 

Looking around,

 

 

 

I didn't see any Lisa around. 

 

 

Calling her phone and i guess she's talking to someone at this moment. 

 

 

 

I quickly change my clothes in presentable one so that i can go to her room and check if she's there. 

 

 

 

" Lisa? Are you there? " 

 

 

 

 

" Lisa, open the door "

 

 

 

My emotion starts to give me a bitter feeling that made me start to panic already. 

 

 

 

" Lisa, please open the door " i cried

 

 

 

I was about to knock again but all i saw was Lisa in a white shirt. 

 

 

 

" Why? Is there something wrong? " she frowned and asked

 

 

 

I look at her for seconds and realized that she's still standing in front of me waiting for my answer. 

 

 

 

Lisa.

 

 

 

I hugged her so tight.

 

 

 

 

" What's going on, Jennie? " 

 

 

 

I hug her tighter after she asked me and shook my head. 

 

 

 

 

" Nothing " 

 

 

 

 

" Hush, i'm here " she whispered

 

 

 

Lisa wrap her arms around my waist and tried to calm me down. 

 

 

 

" I thought i lost you " 

 

 

 

 

" You won't lose me, Jennie " she hushed 

 

 

Lisa.

 

 

 

Please don't leave me. 

 

 

 

You know how i give my everything to the person i love. 

 

 

 

I'm starting to pour all emotions and give everything to you, Lisa. 

 

 

 

 

 

" I need to go somewhere, Jennie " she whispered

 

 

 

I look at her and asked where. 

 

 

 

" Cafe downstairs, i have to meet someone " 

 

 

 

I started to have bitter feelings again.

 

 

 

When we arrived here.

 

 

 

I heard Jisoo and Lisa talking.

 

 

 

Jisoo telling Lisa that Chaeyoung is here.

 

 

 

That's why i feel so nervous and bitter.

 

 

 

But who am i to feel that.

 

 

 

" Just quick, Jennie. I won't take long " 

 

 

 

 

" Can i know who? " i shyly asked

 

 

 

" A client " she smiled and tuck my hair in ny ear.

 

 

 

" Really? " 

 

 

 

" Yes "

 

 

 

I believe in you.

 

 

 

 

So i hugged her again before i go back to my room. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

" Don't worry that much, i don't want to see you stressing out " 

** END OF JENNIE'S POV **