Confessions

Cry Out With My Heart and Soul

 

That night, I had the most confusing dream ever. First, I was standing on one side of a glass wall, with Henry on the other side. The glass then broke and Henry was gone. I looked around the see Yesung standing by my side, smiling and holding my hand. Henry stood behind another glass wall, yelling and screaming at us to walk away. The dream then shifted, and Yesung was on the other side of the glass. His muffled voice screamed my name: “Wookie! Wookie!”

 

Then, suddenly, his voice slowly became clearer, his words softer, I began to wonder if the glass had broken, but it remained between the two of us. “Wookie,” he nearly cooed. Then an earthquake began.

 

“Yesung,” I asked, “what’s going on? Are we having an earthquake?”

 

He laughed at me, then. “Open your eyes. You’re dreaming.”

 

“I am?”

 

“Yes, you are. And if you’re having an earthquake, I guess it’s not a very good dream.” I opened my eyes to see Yesung hovering over me. “Now who’s on the ground?”

 

I laughed and Yesung helped me up, and then tossed me my shirt. “We should really start being prepared for spontaneous trips out here. Carol and Harvey are nice enough to let us stay here, but they shouldn’t have to provide us tooth brushes all the time.”

 

“Good point. Come on; I smell breakfast.”

 

After breakfast, Yesung and I walked over to Chuck’s place to pick up my car. We agreed that Yesung would drive my car back and I would drive my motorcycle, seeing as how Yesung didn’t have a motorcycle license. We were almost ready to go when my phone rang.

 

“Hello?”

 

“Ryeowook where are you?” Eunhyuk’s voice was fast and panicked.

 

“Relax; we’ll be on hour way home shortly. Want to do lunch?”

 

“Sure. Wait… who’s ‘we’?”

 

“Yesung and I.”

 

“Oh, I see how it is,” I could almost see Eunhyuk’s smug smile. “You getting close with Yesung?”

 

“Hyukie, you know I’m not like that.”

 

“People change. You never know.”

 

“Hyukie…”

 

“I’m just saying! Have you confessed to him yet?”

 

“H-huh?”

 

“Oh come on. You seriously thought you had been hiding it all this time? Even Henry figured it out, and the guy’s dense as .”

 

I felt myself blush. “Is it really that obvious?”

 

“Uh, yeah. You’re really stupid.”

 

I rolled my eyes. “So you’re saying I should tell him.” Yesung looked up at me.

 

“Yes.”

 

“No, thank you.”

 

“Why not?!”

 

“I have my reasons.”

 

“Which are…?”

 

“I’m not telling.”

 

“You’ll tell me at lunch, though.”

 

I paused. “Maybe.”

 

“No, you will.

 

“Bye, Eunhyuk!”

 

“Come by my place and we’ll go to lunch!”

 

“Fine, bye.”

 

“Was that Eunhyuk?” Yesung asked.

 

“Yeah, he wanted to know where I was.”

 

“You still drive off without telling anyone, huh?” I nodded. “You’re going to get yourself into trouble someday.”

 

“And I’ll drive into nowheresville until then.”

 

Yesung sighed a what-am-I-going-to-do-with-you sigh and said, “Well, we better get going if you want to meet Eunhyuk. I have to work today, too.”

 

--

 

Yesung seemed to enjoy my baby. Every time I looked back at him, he was either smiling or making his I’m-so-y face, which he was. It made me think about what Eunhyuk said.

 

I should confess, I thought to myself. But then, It’s only a slight chance that he loves me, too. I sighed. What’s life without taking a few risks?

 

Exactly that: life. Those who die are the ones who take risks. “You’re so impossible.” I said to myself.

 

We dropped my motorcycle off at my apartment and then Yesung drove us to his own apartment. “Can I keep it?” He asked as he parked the car.

 

“No, it’s my pride and glory for a reason. At that, I haven’t had it for over half a year, thank you.” Yesung gave me a puppy face. “I let you drive it all the way home. That should be enough.” Yesung’s eyes got bigger. “No. You can’t have my baby. End of story.”

 

“Please?” He was so adorable, it took all of my willpower not to kiss him and screw things up. Finally, he got out of the car and went into the apartment complex and I scooted to the driver’s seat.

 

I picked Eunhyuk up ten minutes later. “Where to?” He asked.

 

“I don’t know. You pick.”

 

Eunhyuk thought for a second before answering. “What about a café? Like Cocohodo or something.”

 

“Cocohodo isn’t lunch. It’s a coffee shop.”

 

“Well I want to go there!”

 

“Alright, fine.”

 

“Yay! And I’ll get you to tell me!”

 

“No you won’t.” I smiled. 

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kiwicolada
1639 streak #1
Chapter 25: With all the roller-coaster emotions in the entire story the ending was pretty perfect. I liked it that Yewook just had a wonderful, relaxing day and could looking forward to a future together where they will be at each other's side, loving and supporting each other. They fought long and Wookie deserves a partner who treasures him with all he has to give. A beautiful ending. Thank you for sharing and keeping this story here for so long ❤️❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #2
Chapter 24: I'm confused about Henry now. I mean I'm glad he's finally ready to let Wookie go, but if he wanted him to be happy why he didn't let him go way sooner? With all his psycho acts and maniac behavior, it comes to his mind that he only wants Wookie to be happy, now? This guy is insane. I'm happy Wookie is free for Yesung now, but I really wanted Henry to regret what he did to him and almost destroyed him. If Henry didn't get a proper punishment then he should give Ryeowook a proper apologize. Wookie deserves it. At least this nightmare will be over and we know Yeye will treat Ryeonggu way better than Henry ever did. Thank you for sharing this ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #3
Chapter 23: I was really hoping for Wookie to open up to Yesung about his true feelings himself. But obviously Yeye was fed up of waiting and thought now or never. But it's sad that Henry already destroyed Wookie self confidence that much, that he never imagined he himself could have a chance with Yesung and is the person of his heart. Wookie needs someone who will shower him with love and Yesung is just perfect for this. Thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #4
Chapter 22: Poor Wookie. Get well soon and then tell Yeye about all your feelings inside. This kind of horror ride must end so Wookie can live his life happy and with people around who will do good to him. Thanks again ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #5
Chapter 21: I can imagine that this is how Wookie must feel inside. Running out of battery. Totally exhausted and his entire world falling down. Hope he will feel better soon, and with Henry staying away from him. Thank you ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #6
Chapter 20: A pity Wookie gives up that easy. He should go out and fight for Yesung. It's sad he has so low self confidence, but I blame Henry for this. Anyway, thank you for this ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #7
Chapter 19: Oh Wookie, stop being a coward and open up to Yeye. Maybe you will get a nice surprise He never imagined why Yesung gave him his number? Or why Sungie was searching for him during the months? There is a reason, Wookie. You just need to listen. Thank you as always ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #8
Chapter 18: Henry is a psycho. Wookie should call the police and close the chapter of his past with him. Yesung is in so much ways on a different level than that jerk. Think wise Wookie. Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #9
Chapter 17: Great, Henry is going to ruin the mood again >_>
I was about to say what a lucky child Wookie is because getting his car fixed for free. But obviously he needs such good moments in life, because in a blink of an eye Henry is back to destroy everything. It's time for Wookie to cut the lines with him. Thank you again ❤️
kiwicolada
1639 streak #10
Chapter 16: I can't understand why, Wookie is doing this to himself. This wasn't the first time Henry treated him like but he wanted to be back to this jerk just because he wanted to forget about Yesung. Worse forget Yesung so the older wouldn't get hurt anymore. Wookie definitely needs help to get away from this toxic person. And goddammit Henry needs to get punished for all his wrong doings in the past. Hope Wookie finally can realize that Yesung can be a, safe place, a safe home for him. Thank you for this longer chapter ❤️