Wake Up

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The whole pack was gathered together in one form or another, excluding Chen, who was on patrol. Baekhyun, Lay, Chanyeol, Suho, Hyewon, and I were all present physically while the rest were video-chatting from the office.

I knew what this meeting was about so I decided to just say what everyone already knew.

“It’s not safe for her to be around me if we’re not mated.”

Hyesun crossed her arms and cocked one eyebrow up.

“Don’t you think you’re looking for the easy way out?”

“What are you talking about? I either have to explain our entire world to her and hope that she’s totally okay with that and mating with me or I have to stay away from her forever! How are either of those 'the easy way out’?”

“First of all, take a seat and calm down.” Hyesun let out an exasperated sigh. “Either of those are the easy way out and before you start I’m going to tell you why. What would be harder is working on yourself. You need to learn how to be in control of your wolf. And don’t tell me anything like you can’t control it. Sonja is who you were destined to be with. The two of you were made for eachother. Now, that being said, it doesn’t mean that there won’t be any difficulties or that you will understand each other perfectly. That’s not what being mates is about. You were destined for each other because you were meant to help mold each other into the best versions of yourselves. I don’t think the best version of you is one that tries to beat his packmate to a pulp just because he’s a bit too dull to read a room.”

“Hey, I’m right here!”

“I haven’t even gotten to you yet so if you know what’s good for you you’ll pipe down!” 

“‘Can’t read a room’? Really? That’s putting it lightly.” I scoffed.

“And now you’re diverting the conversation away from yourself.”

“I am not--!”

“Ah bup, bup.” Hyesun’s series of scolding noises synced with her pointer finger wagging from side-to-side. “This is exactly what I’m talking about. How old are you?”

I let silence fill the room, sulking in, what I was slightly self-aware was, a childish way.

“Well in case you’ve forgotten, I’ll fill you in. You’re 28 years old. You’re not a pup anymore so quit acting like one.” Hyesun took a deep sigh and her tone turned from scolding to soothing. “I know in our world you’re still very young to find a mate and that you never expected she would be human. You’re going to have to grow up, get in control of your wolf, and become the man your mate needs. I’m not saying it’s going to be easy but it’s what you have to do and your pack will be here to support you.” Hyesun ended with a motherly smile before she turned her attention to Baekhyun and her expression turned sour again.

 

“And you. Did you think you were going to get out of this scott-free? How many days ago was it that Junmyeon,” She was one of the few people who could call him by his real name, “told you off for being abrasive and thoughtless towards your employees-- particularly the women-- and here you are at it again! And to Jongin’s mate of all people!”

“I didn’t know--!”

“Ah, bup, bup,” She mimicked the same gesture as before. I had to admit it was much more entertaining when it was directed towards someone else. “Regardless of who she is you need to learn to conduct yourself in a more sensitive manner. I know that the things that happen at GSS are dealt with by Junmyeon but as the only woman in this house, and your Luna, I will make sure you all are treating women - in any setting- properly. I will whip you boys into a shape worthy of your future mates!” Hyesun’s eyes scanned the room and I felt like I was sitting in front of a 3-star general rather than the petite, normally sweet and soothing, Hyesun. “Have I made myself clear?”

“Yes, Luna.” We all responded.

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After Suho had gone over the patrol schedule for the next few days, the pack filed out of the room. My mind was still reeling over how to fix this situation with Sonja. I had already sent a text to her manager from Sonja’s phone pretending to be Sonja letting her know that ‘I’ was really sick and wouldn’t be able to come in for at least the next two days. I figured that getting a message from a guy they didn’t know saying Sonja was hurt and they wouldn’t be seeing her for a while was probably not the best move.

I twirled Sonja’s phone around in my hand, mulling over everything Hyesun had said.

“Penny for your thoughts?” Hyesun greeted me with the mothering smile I was far more used to than her scolding tone from earlier.

I could only sigh defeatedly in response.

“I hope you know that your Luna and Alpha are very proud of you. I know I reamed you out back there -- and I don’t take back what I said-- but you are one of the strongest wolves I know and you have already shown how strong you are with Sonja.”

“Yeah, how’s that? By concussing her?” I fired back.

“Don’t be so hard on yourself. You do have a long way to go. But most weres I know wouldn’t have been able to be this patient when it comes to their mate. That takes a lot of restraint and control.”

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Minhee-ah
This story is being published on Inkitt and eventually wattpad as well. The version on Inkitt will be a non-fanfic version. Just wanted to give a heads-up in case anyone sees my stories elsewhere and thinks they might be plagiarized. I'm just looking for more feedback!

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Daron128 #1
Love this story ❤️❤️❤️
anneke329 #2
Chapter 15: This is the first story I've read that depicts anxiety like this...as someone with anxiety I love the way you don't sugarcoat it and how correct you portray it. Not only are the feelings of the main character real/life like, but how people are reacting to it is spot on. It's beautiful. Thank you.
alyfin
#3
Chapter 15: Minhee-ah even if you updated every single day I would still read this story from the beginning every single time. So don’t worry about how often you update or posting multiple parts at once.
I definitely know the feeling of not knowing where a story’s going. It’s a writers block like no other. I feel like your story is really unique with the way it covers the werewolf au and mental illness. You’ve done an amazing job of depicting anxiety so far but the werewolf au is always difficult. Like does your au work like lots of others that I’ve seen? (Biting, mate marks, a human being able to become a werewolf, etc etc) I think if you already have your au figured out then that will impact how the story progresses and ends. I would love if the story stayed more realistic and “real world”, which you’ve done so far, rather than being like a traditional au that’s pretty unrealistic. But I don’t want to influence any thoughts you already have :( I’ll love it no matter what!
On a lighter note, I’ve never seen “ah bup bup” written out before but it made me giggle because it’s so perfectly spot on.
....I made my comment too long again. Oops! xo
xaexo9 #4
Chapter 15: I just stumbled upon this story while looking for something interesting to read. And somehow, my interest was piqued because i super love werewolf AUs and discovering that this story is not your typical werewolf au made me immediately read it. So far, i could say that i'm slowly falling in love with this. I specifically like how you wrote every chapter and it allowed me to have a different perspective on several things mainly about anxiety. Definitely looking forward to how Jongin and Sonja's story progress on the next chapters. This story is becoming one of those i hold dearly into my heart. Thank you for writing this! I hope you have a good day. ❤
purplebxtch #5
Chapter 2: I’m already falling in love with this book...
AiiSoo #6
Chapter 15: I’ve only just managed to read this story from start until the current chapter now. Thank you for updating. If you didn’t update, I might have miss the opportunity to read a nicely-written story. I think I’ve subscribed this story not too long ago but somehow I didn’t start reading it right away.
Reading about what’s happening inside the head of a person with anxiety is new to me. I can feel Sonja anxiety just from reading it. I’m glad that she is finally starting to face her fears head on and try to get over it. The scenes of Jongin and Baekhyun getting scolded by their Luna is funny to me. And their sulks too. Hahaha. At the end of this chapter, she might’ve heard a telepathy from Jongin? I might be wrong though. So if that’s true, does that mean that their mate bond is getting stronger..?

Thank you again for updating. I’ll anticipate your future updates too..!
alexajjang
#7
Chapter 15: You're back!!!! I'm glad to know that you're alright ^^
I really miss this story a lot!

Hyesun is so mature and wise like Suho. Both are the perfect leaders for the pack. Sonja is like a little kid that need protection and patience and I'm sure Jongin will be perfect for her
96505726 #8
Chapter 15: Thank you for the new update
Faryoula
#9
Chapter 15: I actually care a lot about this story.I love the way it's written ,the characters personalities and a lot more.So don't get discouraged and thanks for the update.