Saturday 15:15 PM

After last nights swim Irene stayed in my apartament and

yes

we shared bed

and cuddled.

Irene was wearing some of my clothes since she didn’t bring any of her clothes.

She looked cuter than ever because my clothes were too big for her, making her look extra tiny.

Mino has called Irene a lot of times but at the 5th call Irene putted her phone on airplane mode.

It hasn’t been long since we woke up but today we haven’t done pretty much anything besides making out , talking about random stuff, laughing at stupid things and repeat.

Right now Irene had her hand on my back as she caressed me as I hugged her by the waist while I had my head rested on her neck.

‘’I actually think life is like a movie.That one can sort of be the director of one’s own life’’ She said.

‘’Do you get it?’’ She asked me.

I moved my head up to look at her face as I said

‘’I do… I don’t quite agree, though’’

‘’You don’t agree?’’ She asked me as she moved her face to look at my face too.

‘’Nah…. What’s really interesting is the infinity’’ I said.

‘’What?’’ She asked.

‘’All the parallel universes, and all, kind of, how big everything island how small we are compared to the infinite parallel universes that exist and everything that can happen is going to happen.Or not just going to happen it is happening’’ I said with an enthusiastic voice.

Call me a nerd but I really do love this kind of stuff.

‘’I’m sure that in a parallel universe there’s an Seulgi and Irene who’s lying in the exact same way in the exact same place except the curtains are of a different color… or something’’ I added.

‘’So….yellow curtains, then?’’ Irene said with a smile.

‘’Yeah’’ I said.

‘’Haven’t you ever thought about that?’’ I asked her.

‘’Yeah but I’m just starting to feel so… I don’t know, lonely…’’ She said.

‘’It’s so interesting though!’’ I interrupted her.

‘’No,I don’t like Seul’’ She said.

‘’Why not?’’ I said with a soft voice.

‘’I don’t know… it often freaks me out’’ She said.

‘’Oh, in what way?’’ I asked.

‘’Not freaked out like you get from watching horror movies but… like feeling alone, that sort of freaked out I guess’’ She said as she looked up at the ceiling now.

‘’Like you are alone with your thoughts and you can’t escape…and the only way is to die’’ She said as she looked at me now.

‘’Thats dark though’’I said.

‘’Have you ever thought of that?’’ She asked me.

‘’Nope’’ I said.

‘’Jeez! I’d forgotten how young you are!’’ She said with a smile.

‘’Oh shut up’’ As said with a smile and kissed her.

We were kissing when we heard knocks on my door.

It must be Eunae, I thought.

We were both looking at the door as I with a loud voice

‘’What is it?’’

‘’Are you just going to spend your whole day in there?’’ Eunae asked at the other side of the door.

‘’I’m sleeping!’’ I said back at her.

Irene was giggling.

‘’Okay…? Whose shoes are those in the hallway?’’ Eunae asked me.

‘’They’re… they’re Wendy’s.I borrowed them’’ I answered.

‘’…….Okay’’ She said as she walked off.

‘’Damn…. What a babysitter’’ I said as I sighed.

‘’How did you end up in this flat share?’’ Irene asked me.

‘’There was this one night when I was faced drunk and then…I met Eunae’’ I answered.

‘’Okay…So she deduced you then?’’ Irene said while laughing.

‘’No!’’ I said with a smile.

‘’I think… she just felt sorry for me because as I said I was completely out and…. my dad had just had a huge fight with my mom, you know. So….yeah’’ I said with a more serious tone.

‘’The thing was, I didn’t want to go home… so she brought me here and then blah, blah blah.’’ I added.

‘’Okay,blah,blah blah.Good story’’ Irene said with a smile as she hugged me more tight now.

‘’You can have it.Make a movie’’ I said.

‘’I am going to make a movie about you’’ She said.

‘’Okay…’’ I said as I smiled.

‘’Do you wanna know what it’s called?’’ She asked me.

‘’The girl who couldn’t manage to hold her breath under water’’ She said as she laughed.

‘’Totally a ty movie!’’ I said.

And I was talking Irene took her phone out of plane phone and she had 17 unread messages from Mino.

I heard her sigh after locking her phone.

‘’So that’s that?’’ I asked her.

‘’I’m so ed right now’’ She said.

I heard her sigh again.

‘’Can’t I just.. stay in here with you forever?’’ She said.

‘’You can’’ I said with a grin on my face before kissing her.

-

Sunday 09:32 AM

I woke up and saw that Irene wasn’t next to me.

I went to my phone and saw that Irene hadn’t texted me.

I was going to the kitchen when I saw Yoona cleaning the walls.

‘’Hey!’’ She said as she saw me.

‘’Hello’’ I said as I looked at her with a confused face.

Cleaning the walls?

Really?

‘’What are you doing?’’ I asked her.

‘’I’m cleaning!’’ She said.

I was still looking at her with a confused face when Eunae came in and said 

‘’Good morning!’’ As she looked at me.

‘’The wall…?’’ I asked.

‘’Yes that’s…’’ Eunae made me a sign with her face as Yoona looked away.

I nodded.

‘’So…. Hi good morning Seulgi!’’ Eunae added.

‘’Good morning’’ I said.

‘’So… that girl Irene was really cool’’ She said with a smile on her face.

Yoona looked away from the walls and looked at me as she heard Eunae finish talking.

‘’Oh,you met her?’’ I looked at her with a surprised face.

‘’Yeah… in the bathroom this morning’’ She answered.

‘’So… yeah who’s that?’’ She asked me.

‘’Uhm,just a bud….buddy’’ I said as I started walking back into my room.

‘’Okay…? I could hear Eunae said before I went back to my room and locked my door.

.

-

Monday 11:52 AM

Irene hasn’t answered my text since she she stayed at my apartment last Saturday so I was waiting for her outside her classroom.

As I saw that most of the class had already left and I hadn’t seen her pass yet I asked to one of her classmates 

‘’Excuse me, isn’t Irene at school today?’’

‘’No, I haven’t seen Irene today’’ She said as she passed by me.

I sighed.

Where are you Irene.

I went out to meet the girls and as I saw them talking together from far.

I smiled and went to join them.

‘’Yeah,didn’t you see him?’’ Wendy was saying when I joined them.

‘’No!’’ Joy said.

‘’It was on your birthday though’’ Wendy said.

The smile from my face disappeared really quick

ing hell

I forgot Joys birthday

‘’Yeah I know but I was so stressed…’’ Joy was saying when I cutted her.

‘’! You had your birthday…Sorry’’ I said as I looked at her.

‘’…Yeah’’ Joy said back at me.

‘’Yeah I…. Congrats!’’ I said as I hugged her.

‘’Thanks’’ She said as she lightly hugged me back.

‘’You’re now 17!’’ I said with a smile.

When I finished hugging Joy I saw all Wendy Joy and Yeri looking me with a serious look.

‘’I was at this family gathering on Saturday girls…. So boring’’ I said.

They all just nodded at me as they looked at each other.

‘’So… what happened, girls?’’ I said with an enthusiastic tone.

‘’Well these girls hooked me up with Sungjae’’ She said as she pointed at Wendy and Yeri with a smile.

‘’No?!! Your crush since 6th grade? Did you hook up?’’ I said with a smile.

‘’No, almost’’ She said.

‘’Right,almost!’’ Wendy said with a smile while looking at Yeri.

‘’That was almost!!’’ Joy said back at her.

‘’Yes yes that was almost’’ Yeri said while laughing.

‘’Huh what happened?’’ I said with a smile on my face.

‘’No,it was just….It’s a long story Seul’’

I just nodded.

‘’But that guy with a mustache…’’ Wendy added as she looked at Joy and Yeri.

‘’Oh my god…’’ Yeri said as she started laughing.

‘’Where the hell did he come from?’’ Joy said as she laughed too.

I just stood there listening as they kept talking about the party.

I felt so out of place but I can’t blame them ,deep down I know it’s my fault.

-

Wednesday 10:34 AM

I still haven’t talked with Irene since Saturday

I’m starting to worry

I have even decided that if there’s no signs of her by Friday I’m going to ask Taeyong if he has Minos phone to ask if he has talked with Irene

Even though Taeyong probably hates me for what happened last Friday.

I was thinking about all of this as I runned in sports class

I was running close to the door when I feel an arm take me out of the gym.

As I looked I saw it was no other than Bae Irene standing in fro