SEULGIS POV.

Saturday 16:23 PM

I was on my room researching mania on my laptop when Eunae appeared at my door.

‘’Do you need anything?’’ She asked me with a smile.

‘’No,it’s fine’’ I said as I kept looking at my laptop screen.

‘’It’ll pass,Seulgi’’ She said with a concerned face.

I just kept looking at my laptop screen.

‘’Even though it doesn’t feel that way right now.Heartbreak always hurts and you might think it won’t pass, but it will’’

I kept looking at my laptop screen.

‘’But… tell if me you would like to talk or if you need anything’’ She said before leaving.

I nodded before she left.

My phone kept buzzing but I didn’t want to check it out because I assumed the messages would be from Irene.

And they were.

Irene

Something must've gone wrong in my brain

Got your chemicals all in my veins

Feeling all the highs, feeling all the pain

Let go on the wheel, it's the bullet lane

Now I'm seeing red, not thinking straight

Blurring all the lines, you intoxicate me

Just like nicotine, heroin, morphine

Suddenly, I'm a fiend and you're all I need

All I need

Yeah, you're all I need

It's you, babe

And I'm a er for the way that you move, babe

And I could try to run, but it would be useless

You're to blame

Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never be the same

It's you, babe

And I'm a er for the way that you move, babe

And I could try to run, but it would be useless

You're to blame

Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never ever, ever be the same

I'll never be the same

I'll never be the same

I'll never be the same

What the hell? I thought.

I recognized the song, it was never be the same by Camila Cabello but I didn’t understand why did she send me that, and being honest my brain couldn’t process that right now.

To Irene

Hi Irene.I don’t understand right now.Stop texting me.

I locked my phone and started looking at my laptop again when my phone buzzed.

I grabbed my phone and saw that was a message from my Mom

Mom

To Seulbear my daughter:From the first second I saw you that February 10th I have loved you and I will always love you for all eternity.

Tears were coming down my eyes as I read the text.

Tears with mixed feelings

happiness that my Mom accepts me for who I’m

and guilt because I left her alone during this whole time and even talked about her.

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Wednesday 10:43 PM

I walked up to Wendy and Yeri who were talking in the cafeteria.

I putted down my plate of wafles and sat next to them.

‘’Are you kidding me?! They have waffles in the cafeteria?’’ Yeri asked me with a surprised face.

‘’Yeah’’

‘’See y’all later!’’ Yeri said as she went up and went to grab some waffles.

‘’What’s up with you not being at school?’’ Wendy asked me.

‘’Uh… I’m a little down’’ I said as I ate my waffles.

‘’What’s up?’’ She asked me with a concerned face.

‘’Irene lost it’’ I said as I looked down.

‘’What did she do?’’ She asked me with a confused face.

‘’She went outside ….in the middle of the night’’

‘’Huh?’’ Wendy said with a more confused face now.

‘’Apparently she is… bipolar’’ I was saying when Joy joined us and said

‘’Hey girls! My mom’s also bipolar’’ With a smile.

‘’You’ve got a crazy mom?’’ I asked her.

‘’She’s not crazy, she’s bipolar’’ She said as she kept eating her burrito.

‘’Yeah but… how is she?’’ I asked her.