SEULGIS POV.

Saturday 13:30

The girls and I were at a park and the girls were playing basketball as I checked my messages that I hadn’t checked since yesterday.

Taeyong  FRI 21:35

Hi. I just want to say that we talked to your friends and know that you didn’t have other plans.If you’re not interested, thats great ,but you don’t have to give me false hope by saying you’re coming to the pre-drink when you aren’t, thats really -ish.

22:01

Hello? Is it so hard to answer?

22:18

Sorry that I called you an it’s possible that you have a good reason but can you answer?

22:30

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I just sighed while looking at the texts. I was writing a response to Taeyong when the girls came to say hi to me. I deleted the text and putted my phone in my pocket as Yeri said

''Hello traitor'' As she sitted next to me in the bench.

''Hey Seul'' Wendy said.

''Hey'' Joy said.

''Traitor? '' I said in response to Yeri.

''That was dumb of you. You just betrayed us! What's up with that?'' Yeri said back to me.

''Yeah sorry girls…it was just really stressful''

‘’Stressful? What do you mean, stressful?’’ Yeri asked me.

‘’I’ll arrange a new pre-drink,okay?’’ I said.

‘’Yeah, but what kind of stress?’’ Wendy asked me.

‘’There was just something with my mom’’ I said in response.

‘’Your mom? What’s up with her?’’ Yeri asked me.

‘’She stressed out’’ I answered her.

‘’She stressed out?’’ Joy said while laughing.

‘’My mom has been stressed ever since I arrived on this earth, and you are talking about stress?’’ Yeri said while laughing too.

I just stood there without talking.

Yeri and Joy didn’t know that my mom had mental issues so I couldn’t blame them for reacting like that.

But I could see the concern in Wendy’s face.Wendy has been my best friend since freshman year and she was there to support me last year when I decided to move out from my parents home.

I even felt bad for lying at her but I didn’t have other option.

‘’How’s it going with her?’’ Wendy asked me with a concerned look.

‘’She’s fine’’ I said back.

I could see Wendy glaring at Joy and Yeri.

‘’Just arrange a new pre-drink’’ Yeri said.

‘’Case closed’’ Joy added.

‘’Case closed?’’ Wendy said with a light smile on her face.

‘’Closed’’ I said with a smile.

Monday,03:03 AM

Once again I was looking at the ceiling while trying to sleep when I hear my phone buzz.

I go to get my phone as I see that the message is from my mom.

Mom

(Another bible verse)

I look away and leave my phone charging again as I grab my laptop.

I went trough my Facebook timeline for some minutes till I saw that Taeyong changed his profile pic.

I started at the pic for some minutes till I went to google and searched

Lesbian test.

I clicked the first option and started the test.

I answered all the questions and I waited for the result to show up.

You are 20% lesbian.

You’re definitely not lesbian, but you could be a little straighter if ya know what I mean darling.

I opened a new tab as I searched

how to get by boys if you are lesbian

I scrolled down seeing different answers till I saw a different one

I get drunk and try to focus on what is attractive about the boy.Works for me.

I looked at the answer for some minutes till I putted my laptop in my bag as I thought

so thats what I’m gonna do next Friday

Monday,11:53 AM

I was getting stuff from my locker and as always it never locks. I pressed multiple times but it didn’t lock.

I sighed as I just stood there looking at my locker

I was trying to lock it when Minseok comes and says

‘’Hi!’’

‘’Can you hold this?’’ I gave him some of my textbooks as I try to lock my locker with two hands now.

‘’So.. I will be sending out invites.. and I wanted to ask you if we can have the pre-drink a bit earlier?’’ Minseok said.

When I finally got to lock my locker I said

‘’No. I won’t be having a pre-drink’’

‘’Why not?’’ Minseok asked me with a confused face.

‘’I can’t because I live with other people and they don’t want to have a pre-drink’’ I answered him.

‘’But I talked to Eunae and she said it was completely fine’’ Minseok answered me with a serious face.

I forgot Yoona is in Minseoks squad so he obviously knows Eunae well.

‘’Of course she said that.But I talked to Jaebum and Jaebum does not want to have a pre-drink at ours’’ I said back.

‘’Honestly though Seulgi, what does Jaebum want? Jaebum doesn’t want anything,Jaebum is deeply drepressed’’ Minseok said with serious face.

‘’You should take responsibility and make him socialise a little’’ Minseok added with an annoyed face.

‘’Take responsibility! You’re hosting that party,Friday at 6’’ Minseok said before giving me back my textbooks and leaving.

I stood there seeing Minseok leave till I saw Taeyong on his locker at the other corner of hallway

I walked to Taeyongs locker and said

‘’Hi!’’

He just gave me a mad look and looked at his locker again

‘’I was wondering… I need advice...because there’s this really sweet guy that I managed to make quite angry.. he has a good reason to be, because I ed up a promise…that wasn’t nice’’

‘’So.. that’s why I was wondering, do you think I should go and shoot myself? Or perhaps he’ll forgive me?’’ I said with puppy eyes

‘’Jerk’’ He said while looking at me with a smile on his face.

‘’I’m a jerk? You think I’m a jerk?’’ I said with a smile on my face.

He just walked away while laughing. As he said

‘’You are forgiven Kang’’

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