it's been two days and i didn't go to class cause i'm afraid to face Pie, I need some time to calm myself, I pretend that I'm sick so i stayed in In's the whole time, of course Yam is also sleeping here with me. I already want to confront my feelings for Pie and I hope she'll like me... I smiled thinking about it.

It's already around 9 pm and tomorrow is a holiday , we don't have classes and I planned to make Pie as my girlfriend tomorrow and i already messaged her just now. I'm already preparing to sing next when Aunt Min called out for me. "Tiger, you have a visitor" she said while looking at me teasingly. 'is it Pie?' I ask myself and yeah i'm right cause I saw Pie who's looking down, from the back of Aunt Min. I just smiled and nodded to Aunt Min and she then told Pie to go to my spot

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We decided to go outside to wander around aimlessly and talk, i don't know but the atmosphere seems heavy and we really haven't talk...

sigh

"Do you remember the time you first met me?" she then ask all of a sudden, we didn't stop walking and i answered while just looking in front "yeah, you're just crying on the streets back then, don't you know that some of the customers are taking a look to where you are that's why I decided to take a look to whom it was?" I giggled and take a glance at her when she suddenly stop.

Did you ever know? That someone

Has been looking at only you everywhere?

Keeping you as a strength for her heart every day

Doing so for so long

"You're really not her ..." she suddenly said while looking down, "What do you mean?" I asked because she suddenly become sad. "Do you remember that I'm searching for my best friend?" ,I nodded in response and she then added "I think I already found her..." I smiled and said "I'm happy for you"

She then look at me with a pained eyes"to be honest , at first... i thought it was you..." 

If I could be near you

I’d tell you and let you know

Making eye contact with me, deep down inside

You’d understand the meaning

I stayed silent cause I don't know what to response and then she said "the kiss... can you please think that it never happened...?" huh... "It's a mistake on my part... an honest mistake..." she look at me with an apologetic face with her voice that contains sadness ... I don't know what to answer...

Do you see the reflection in my eyes? Do you see yourself in there?

Do you understand what I’m feeling?

I’ve been looking at you for so long, do you know? I’ve never looked at anyone else anywhere else

I only want you to turn and look at me, making eye contact just one time is enough

Can I think that it never happened? I don't know... but seeing her like that... I can only lie... "I think I can't..." but the words i said was the ho