Sorry, took long enough! Life has been knocked me out:D and this chapter will be describing Taeyeon's perspective.       Taeyeon still remembers the first time she sees her. Jessica is lying on the floor she sees the way Jessica close her eyes tries to hold her tears burn the angry that she had been held. She doesn’t know her that time, but her hand takes the action first that her mind. She still remembers the feel on Jessica’s grip that day.   Something crosses on her mind that day when she’s five years old cries out loud because she’s trapped by her own leg and her mom comes with a big dopey smile and a cup of ice cream. So, she comes to Jessica with the same things that her mom had done to her, she brings an ice cream when she finds Jessica alone on the rooftop. It takes a long time enough, but she smiles satisfied when she notices on the trash can that the cup is empty.   Taeyeon figured it out her name because of the name tag on her uniform. She knows her classmate talking about her most of the day and mostly the bad one. She figured it out too that Jessica always spends her time on the rooftop alone. She can’t help but comes every day, although they only sharing the silence together. But, she feels so comfortable around her. Jessica offers nothing but a simple companion.   One day she finds Jessica shivering, she thinks Jessica is stupid for wear nothing but her uniform while standing on the rooftop with this chilly wind. She gets Jessica her sweater, that’s enough to draw a confuse line on her face. But, she smiles satisfied again when she knows that Jessica brings her sweater to her home.   When Jessica is angry, she’d really want to hug her badly so she takes a step forward and for her own stupidity she only pats Jessica’s head, she can’t make her hand to take Jessica into her embrace.   She tries in other days only to get the flustered Jessica that stops her, but she’s glad when Jessica stops her and says that they’re actually friends. She can’t help but smile too much, she hopes Jessica doesn’t look at her like she’s an idiot. Her smile grows wider once Jessica calls her with the nickname, such an endearing voice and why her name becomes more special when Jessica is the one who calls her. She really addicted to Jessica’s honeyed voice.   Taeyeon never has the real answers when Jessica asks her a question why are you always here? She doesn’t quite understand her feeling that time. But, when Jessica asks for the second time she brings herself to tell her but only to get rejected that day. That’s fine her companion is enough that time.   She thinks when the time has come, Jessica will understand her feeling.       Everything almost goes perfectly when Jessica never gets bullied again until one day Taeyeon sees her runs to the restroom. She can feel her chest is hurt, but she can’t bring herself to let Jessica knows her pain to see her like that. She knows Jessica will hate her for doing that. Instead, she waits for Jessica patiently, and gives her a smile, with the mantra that Jessica loves the most Ice cream?   She like teases Jessica, she like sees Jessica get flustered with her action. She like sees Jessica is all smiling. She likes everything about Jessica and she doesn’t like the idea of seeing Jessica’s sad. She knows she’s the reason why Jessica gets bullied again. And for the sake of her future, she asks her dad by showed him Jessica’s paper that she deserves a better place when she graduated. She knows Jessica needs a place to recover from her pain although it means far away from Taeyeon.   When Jessica announces her scholarship in overseas, she should be grateful, but her lips betray her. She can’t bring herself to give Jessica her