Why do you hate me {Haizaki}

Kiseki no Angst {KnB x Reader Angst}

(an~ a lot of people hate Haizaki but I like him so deal with it :p)

 

Your POV ♡

 

He slammed me agains the wall, leaving me breathless and panting.

 

"Ha-Haizaki that hurt please stop,"

I muttered trying to ease the pain.

 

He held me tighter before throwing me on to the ground.

 

He expected to hear my screams but there was nothing

 

After 3 weeks of this I'm used to it.

 

I wanted to scream, to yell at him to stop but nothing came out.

 

He glared at me before grabbing me by the collar and smashed me against the wall.

 

He picked me up and whispered into my ear.

 

"Oi (F/N) make some noise for me. I want to hear your screams of pain,"

 

When he didn't hear my screams he dropped me again before walking away.

 

Once he was out of sight, the tears came.

 

I tried to stop the tears but they kept flowing.

 

Why...

 

Why does he hate me so much...

 

What did I ever do to him...

 

Why am I the one Haizaki always picks on...

 

One week later ~ if you didn't read that in a spongebob voice I'm disappointed

 

A week of torture.

 

A week of Haizaki injuring me.

 

Was he not satisfied by the bruises that covered my body?

 

The cuts that covered my skin and the nagging pain in my head.

 

Every time I tried to run, he would just catch up easily before beating me up again. Screw him being a basketball player.

 

I couldn't escape him, no matter how much I tried.

 

Time skip~

 

He had me pinned against the wall, ready to torture me.

 

"Ha-Haizaki... why do you hate me so much?? Wh-what have I ever done to you?? Wh-why do you always do this to me why?!."

 

Everything I had to suffer spilt out. All the pain and suffering, everything.

 

The tears kept falling and I sobbed uncontrollably still pinned against the wall.

 

"Because you made me feel a way I don't want to,"

 

I flinched at his reply.

 

Are

You

Serious...

 

"Haizaki I can't believe you,"

 

He put me through all this pain just because I made him feel something?

 

Does he not know that I'm suffering?

 

Does he not see the bruises and cuts that covered my body.

 

All this was his fault yet he blamed me.

 

I can't take this anymore...

 

Haizaki's just like everyone I know.

 

The father that left me after mum died because he wanted to move to Paris but didn't want to waste money on me.

 

The friends that only befriended me so they could see the look of depression on my face when they betrayed me.

 

The boyfriend that used me so he could humiliate me in front of the whole school.

 

Haizaki was just like the rest of them. Only thinking about himself.

 

Tearing myself out of his grip, I ran to the school roof and leapt off without hesitation.

 

Mum, I'm coming... I can finally reunite with only person that cared about me.

 

Haizaki's POV ♡

 

She ran off crying.

 

I chased after her. Maybe she'll go to the bathroom again, where she'll lock herself up and cry for hours.

 

I saw her disappear up the stairs to the school roof.

 

What if she's going to-

 

No. I won't let her.

 

I ran up the stairs only to see her throw herself off the edge.

 

I ran to the edge of the roof watching her fall, a smile on her face.

 

Tears formed in my eyes.

 

No. No. No.

 

Why, why did I treat her like this?

 

Why didn't I just try to express my feelings and tell her I loved her?

 

She's gone.

 

I'm sorry (Y/N) 

 

I'll answer your question now.

 

I treated you badly because I wanted you to notice me.

 

Why?

 

Because I love you.

 

 

:)

 

 

an~ I love Haizaki lmao

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