Déjà vu II

On Days That I Miss You Like Crazy

“Lee Seungri, I’m coming today.”

 

“You said you’d give me an extra stamp. Don’t forget.”

 

-

 

“Ok.”

 

Seunghyun held onto his phone and grinned as he stared at the two worded reply.

 

There was a time, Seunghyun recalled, that he’d gotten four “Get one more for free!” popsicle sticks in a row, and his friends had been fascinated, eating all their own popsicles at lightning speed just to try to see if anyone can beat Seunghyun. But no, only Seunghyun would keep getting the prize popsicle sticks.

 

They were sitting outside the campus convenience store when suddenly, Jiyong’s head snapped up, “Hey brat!” He yelled across the crowded campus, and when he didn’t receive attention from the person he was calling, he narrowed his eyes and ran off.

 

The group stared after him.

 

“So that’s the freshman Jiyong’s been bullying?” Soohyuk hummed, biting onto his plain popsicle stick.

 

“Poor boy.” Xin chuckled, “Jiyong must be a pain, but he can’t retaliate since he’s a sunbae.”

 

“Actually no.” Youngbae piped up, “Jiyong kept complaining to me that the kid had no manners, you know he doesn’t even call Jiyong sunbae or hyung? He just calls him ‘Kwon Jiyong’.” He laughed.

 

“Woa really?!” Daesung widened his eyes, “Daebak.”

 

Youngbae chuckled, “Jiyong wouldn’t stop talking about that kid, even though all he says is complaining.”

 

From across the yard, they saw Jiyong stop a younger boy who was slightly shorter than him in his tracks. The boy had a black hair that fell smoothly across his forehead, which creased into a frown as he was talking to Jiyong. Finally, Jiyong slung his arm across the boy’s shoulder with a smirk and dragged him back to his group of friends who were staring at him.

 

“Introduce yourself.” He ordered, to which the boy only gave a half hearted bow.

 

“His name is Lee Seunghyun!” Jiyong announced for him, unfazed by his obvious lack of enthusiasm. “That’s the same name as Seunghyun hyung, so I was thinking of giving him a nickname! How about Seungri?” He turned to the boy with a grin, “Lee Seungri!”

 

The boy frowned at him, “I have a name.”

 

Jiyong laughed as if he heard the funniest joke, his whole body curling forward as he covered his mouth with his forearm.

 

“Hi Seungri, do you want to try out your luck?” Xin was the first to speak to the boy, waving his non-winning popsicle stick around.

 

Lee Seunghyun, or now Seungri wanted to shake his head before Jiyong pulled him along to sit on the bench.

 

Seunghyun stared at the boy who suddenly looked up to meet his gaze.

 

“Do you….” Recognize me? He wanted to ask, but stopped himself.

 

“Do you want some ice cream? It’s free.”

 

He slowly held up his own popsicle stick that read ‘Get another one for free!’

 

The boy stared at it before glancing at Kwon Jiyong who was now leaning his whole body onto him while he tapped away on his phone.

 

“Ok.” He nodded at Seunghyun.

 

But the convenience store owner wouldn’t buy it, refusing to give him another free popsicle. He was convinced that no one was that lucky, and this group of infamous campus troublemakers probably just cheated in some way.

 

No matter how much Seunghyun insisted that he was just born lucky, the middle aged man just yelled at him to stop messing with him, his face red with anger.

 

“Sorry…” Seunghyun sighed, dejected and feeling wronged by the world,

 

Seungri shrugged at him, “It’s ok.”

 

That’s when a chocolate ice cream bar suddenly fell on Seungri’s lap, the bright packaging a stark contrast to his black jeans.

 

Seungri looked up to see Jiyong smirking down at him proudly, “Buying ice cream for my hoobae, aren’t I just such a nice sunbae? Call me sunbaenim and maybe I’ll consider buying you something more expensive.”

 

Seungri picked up the ice cream and looked at Jiyong with an unreadable expression.

 

“Sunbae, out of all the ice creams, I hate this brand the most.”

 

Jiyong’s pleased smirked turned into a “Yah!” in an instant, making a grab for the ice cream which Seungri was already holding in his hands. “If you don’t want it then give it back!” JIyong scoffed childishly.

 

“I’m a good hoobae.” Lee Seungri replied simply before opening the wrapping wordlessly and biting down onto the chocolate shell.

 

The others laughed while Jiyong fumed, amused that prince Jiyong had finally met his ultimate nemesis.

 

But out of the corner of his eye, Seunghyun saw Seungri take another small bite carefully out of the ice cream he was preciously holding onto with both hands, his lips curling into a small smile.

 

That was when Seunghyun first realized.

 

-

 

That morning, when Seunghyun walked into Lee Seungri’s cafe for the third time, the door opened to the sound of a pretty windchime that was the exact same one as his that now hang from the ceiling. It made his heart soar in a way that it only does when he sees amazing artwork.

 

Then, he saw Kwon Jiyong.

 

Sitting at Seunghyun’s bar stool, his chin resting on his hand, a glass of iced americano- Seunghyun’s glass of iced americano sitting in front of him.

 

He was grinning, talking animatedly at someone behind the counter.

 

Lee Seungri.

 

Lee Seungri that was never Seunghyun’s.

 

At that moment, Seunghyun realized- for the second time in his life, that sometimes being lucky just wasn’t enough.

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violetrose036
#1
Chapter 6: I love this story so much. Will you keep writing please?
BeaRamora
#2
Chapter 6: I love nyongtory the most. But I love other pairings, as long as they with Seungri. But, It hurts my heart reading this story. I'll be okay if only Jiyong has the same feeling towards Ri. So, Big Seunghyun will not be in misery for nothing. If you have time, please update. Tq so much.
xxious #3
I'M THE LAST COMMENTER OMG IM SORRY I PROMISE THIS IS THE LAST COMMENT ASKING FOR YOU TO UPDATE but i really really want you to update...im just gonna repeat that i genuinely love this story so much...thats it i swear lol ill just now pine away for an update in silence from henceforth....
xxious #4
i dont wanna be that reader who keeps on bugging the author for an update bc i understand authors also have lives....so i just rly wanna say that i love this story so much and im dying for an update lmao but also no pressure?? i just want to reaffirm that im obsessed with this fic lol thanks so much for it its such a gem
rikkichi #5
Chapter 6: It sounds like Seunghyun was pretty passive in the past with his feelings for Seungri. Most likely because he knew about Seungri's feelings for Jiyong and knew he couldn't compete against him. It seems like he's getting a second chance to do everything right with Ri for once. I'm happy to see him finally standing up against Jiyong and pursuing Ri seriously. Seunghyun deserves to be happy and Seungri deserves someone who can love him wholly. I feel bad for Ri having to deal with this one-sided love for so long. Its obvious Jiyong doesn't realize the effect he's been having on Seungri, and if he has, its awful of him to be stringing him along like that. Ri doesn't deserve that kind of pain. Curious to see Jiyong's point of view when he's with Seungri.

I just want everyone to be happy. Awesome update! Look forward to reading more!
sassyfever25
#6
Chapter 6: Omg my topri heart ached.
Omg i love topri. It's bittersweet how top always look up at ri and yet ri only notice jiyong. Look at that bingu too riii
Miggypot #7
Chapter 6: Seunghyun and his unrequited love featuring Nyongtory must be the title of this story! After reading weezlonzo's Current fanfic, i dont really want seungri to end up with hyunnie... jiyong must be his and nobody else haha. Realistically, sometimes, the one that we wanted to end up with is unfortunately in love with somebody else and thats how complicated life is. But, if theres love, theres hope! Wishing you both the best my 2 seunghyuns!
xxious #8
Chapter 6: my god im actually clutching my heart rn bc it hurts so much lmao my boy seunghyun ;_; im usually an avid and relentless gri shipper but honestly topri needs to happen here!!! go with someone who loves you seungri!!!! dont settle for anything less!!!!

will await your updates!
V1ranti #9
Chapter 6: This is so sad..the truth is my heart is feel hurt so much..this is a good story author..i hope u can updating soon,thank you