The rain is pouring hard. I can hear the rain drops on my ceiling. Staring at the ceiling with my usual blank expression.

I don't want to do anything. I just want to stay here in my bed and do nothing.

"Yuri~ah come on down. You'll be late for work"

Hearing my mother's voice made me sigh. It's monday. A day to start my week with a boring routine. Wake up in the morning-goes to work- goes home- and then sleep. That's my routine during weekdays. 

"Nae mother. I'm coming."

I got up from my bed and went straight to the bathroom. After doing my rituals in the morning i'm done and went down stairs. 

"Mom. I'm going" i bid my goodbye and kissed her on the cheek.

"Why don't you eat your breakfast first?"

"I'll be late if i do. I will just buy a food on my way. Bye!"

i waved my hand on my mother as a sign i am leaving. 

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=six years ago=

I went to the garden crying my heart out and wishing i just die. This is my first heart break and i don't know how to handle it. I don't want people to see how weak i am. 

"Why hyukjae!? What is wrong with me? Why did you sudden leave me without telling me anything?" crying as if it will ease the pain i am feeling. 

Its lunch time. Its ing 12 noon where the sun is very welcoming and there's me looking miserable crying out loud for some guy whom i don't think really cares for me.

Minutes of crying when a sudden pair of shoes standing in my front. I wiped my tears before looking to the person. 

"What do you need?" i crack my voice. That's the time i realized its a guy. 

He's wearing a uniform which means we were schoolsmates. But i don't recognize him so maybe he's from a year higher than me. 

He didn't talk and just handed me his handkerchief. 

At first i hesitated on getting it but he insist.

I accepted his handkerchief and wiped my tears.

"Thank you." 

He sitted beside me and didn't talk. 

"Did.... Did you heard me?"

i looked at him and waited if he will say anything But he remained silent.

"I'm sorry." i don't think he heard me but i felt embarrassed in front of him even if he's a stranger to me so i said sorry. I looked nothing but a trash.

"You don't have to say sorry if you didn't do anything wrong." he stood up

"Stop crying. Its his loss not yours. The handkerchief, Keep it." and he walks away with his hands both on his pockets like nothing happened. 

That's the time i realized that he heard everything. 

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Author's note: so how's the first chapter so far? Comments will be well appreciated. 

Next chapter will be out this week so keep updated.