The recording was one the worst experiences of my life. Every second I had to watch out not to be myself. I felt really lost. 

Fortunately, the mc didn’t ask me to do a lot.Most of the time I just pretended that I wasn’t there and stayed quiet, trying to look as neutral as I could, while inside I felt like I could pass out any second.

The whole situation still seemed unreal to me.

 My thoughts were spinning in my head fast as I was trying to figure out what exactly happened. 

On the other hand, wookie was doing perfectly well. He made jokes and smiled a lot. 
Was he not freaked out as me?
How could he be so calm?!  

"Kyuhyun, you were quite active today "  

We were sitting in the car, going back to the dorm after the recording. I looked at sungmin-hyung automatically, but he wasn’t looking at me.  

"Yeah, well, I just somehow have a lot of energy today."

 Wookie answered smiling brightly.sungmin-hyung smiled back. Then he looked at me. 

 "While you were unusually quiet wookie. Is something wrong ?"

 he asked.I gulped nervously. Suddenly everyone was looking at me. 

 "Um… it’s nothing. I just don’t feel very well today." 

I looked out the window to avoid their gazes but still felt them looking at me. It was raining today.

"Don’t worry about it too much." 

I added to finally make them stop looking at me. 

 "Sure, but take care of yourself, wookie. You can’t afford being sick now, in the middle of our promotion time "

"Don’t worry about it too much." 

I added to finally make them stop looking at me. 

 "Sure, but take care of yourself, wookie. You can’t afford being sick now, in the middle of our promotion time."

  "Sure, I will. Don’t worry. "

 I answered, still looking at the raindrops fall. I just hoped that they would stop asking me questions and looking at me and to arrive at the dorm quickly to discuss and try and figur