[YoonJi/Gi]-

"YOON JI-SSI WAKE UP!" an energetic and hyper Jimin said pounding on the door to my room, as I grumble annoyed. 

What kind of person wakes up this early, I need my beauty sleep. Believe it or not. 

This hyperactive brat, remember me why I agreed to be his 'wife'. And he should really start calling me Hyung, instead.

It's kinda weird not calling me hyung when we're gonna get married anyways, 

With another grumble of annoyance, I shift around the warm bed, as my face hits the pillow as I try to shut the annoying pounding of door, 

"YOON JI-SSI COME ON! MOM AND DAD, WANTS YOU TO JOIN BRUNCH" he screamed even louder, 

Does this kid even know manners?! He's the Prince for god sake. 

"SHUDDUP JIMIN" I scream through the pillow, mumbling my words slightly as Jimin ignored me completely and only continued to pound on the door, but this time louder. 

Oh my ing God, why is the door not broken. 

I praise that door, even though the door at my home tried to murder me. 

"YOON JI, IF YOU DON'T COME OUT RIGHT NOW, I'LL BE THE ONE TO DRAG YOU OUT" he said exasperatedly, as the pounding slow down. 

I only sighed tiredly and annoyed, as I open one eye as my right cheek rested on the pillow.
ing . 

"FINE! YOU ING BRAT" I said, my hoarse voice echoing in the room. 

Then everything was quiet, 

Sigh, finally some peace and quiet. I start to make myself comfortable again, 

But the silence didn't stop, and I started to have a bad feeling as I hesitantly and slowly sat up straight, 

What the hell happened to him? 

I went to scratch my head, only to realize that my wig wasn't long anymore. 

My hands froze midway, as my eyes bulged out. 

, my wig. 

Where is it?! 

Now completely awake I quickly whip my head around to search for my wig, that had seemed to fallen off while I slept. 

I sigh in relief as I saw it just lying on the pillow I slept on, I examined it before shrugging and I was about to just throw it away, because Jimin seemed to have left only for the door to whip open so fast that it made me yelp loudly, as I quickly smack my wig on my head not even bothering how it ended up looking, 

As Jimin skidded in the room with a rather...

Floral entrance, as Jimin seemed to have...

Thrown out flowers? 

"what the ?" I mumble as I seem to be showered with flowers but Jimin seemed to come to an abrupt stop when his gaze flicker towards me. 

And he started snickering which slowly turned into a chuckle and then a full out laughing fit, the flowers falling from his grip and into the floor. 

I frowned at him confused,

"what!?" 

"y-your h-hair" he exclaimed between his laughter, 

"what do you mean!? There's nothing wrong with my hair!" I said roughly, as I try not to look nervous,

"go look in the mirror" he said as he struggles to calm down, 

Confused, I reluctantly start walking towards the full body mirror that was situated in the far right corner of the room, 

And almost gasped in shock, as I see my hair looking haphazardly and more like a birds nest in my hair, and it looked like it was about to fall right off my hair, and my bangs! They're gone, I literally look like I saw a bird's nest and just pluck it into my head and told everyone it's my hair, 

In reflex, my hand flew up to my hair and clutched to it tightly, as I look over to Jimin who - thankfully - wasn't laughing anymore, but more like choking from laughing so hard, 

I just look at him and glared at him as he tried to smile at me, but I only glared harder at him,
"Yoon Ji-ssi, you sure you didn't go outside and grabbed the nearest birds nest??" he said while snickering, 

I looked at him, fire in my eyes as I was ready to throw my wig at him but stopped before I actually throw it at him, 

"shut up!" I huffed out angrily, as I stomped my way towards the bathroom completely ignoring him, 

"ing disrespectful brat" I grumble under my breathe, as I flung the bathroom door open and slam it close,

"hey, Yoon Ji! Can I call you Noona? I mean, you're older than me right??" Jimin said, his voice going through the walls. 

"YES, YOU ING " I growled out angrily, as Jimin only snickered. 

"okay, noona" he said, "anyways, I'll be out waiting for you 'Kay? Wear something nice we'll be eating outdoors, today!" Jimin piped up happily, 

Outdoors? , outdoors. 

I thought unhappily. 

As I looked in the mirror and scowled,

What have I gotten myself into? 

> - - - - - - <

I trudged behind Jimin, as he clasped his hands around mine as he seemed to lead me somewhere in the garden, 

ing garden and the size of it. 

I mean who needs a 100-acre garden? 

What are you supposed to put in it??? 

I bet you there's secretly a swimming pool around here with a huge water slide.

But I admit it is rather nice, I look at our surroundings in awe, the leaves were fluttering in the warm wind that seemed to flow every now and then, and the sun was filtering through the thick leaves, leaving a rather serene scene. 

It seemed like we were in a forest of some sort. 

"hey, where are we going anyways?" I asked, 

"to the gazebo, of course" Jimin said as he looked his shoulder and smiled at me, I felt something fluttering in my chest and I frown at that, 

ing fluttering, Min Yoongi doesn't flutter like a ing butterfly. 

I was currently wearing a blue flowy blouse, some leggings (because no way in hell, am I wearing short shorts), and a pair of white converse, my hair was styled the same as yesterday only this time I was wearing a headband. 

, I'm starting to wear like a girl...

I wonder when I'm gonna tell him...

Maybe soon... or maybe later? 

A sudden fear lurched in my stomach, at the thought. 

I'm not ready to let go of this yet...

Too early, but...

What if he gets angry at me for lying to him? 

What if he hates me for it? 

. 

This was never supposed to happen. I should have never accepted that dumb bet. 

"hey, what's wrong?" a voice suddenly said worried, as I snapped out of my thoughts to see Jimin looking at me worriedly,

"nothing" I mumble, as Jimin pressed his thumb my eyebrows that consciously furrowed when I was thinking, 

"stop looking like that, you remind me of a very pissed off bulldog" Jimin said slyly,

I looked at him angrily and flustered, 

Yep, i'm so not ready for this to be over yet. 

"come on, we're near" Jimin said, completely ignoring the smack I gave him in the shoulder as he continued to drag me, 

He always seems to drag me everywhere. 

I thought amusedly.

 

> - - - - - - <

I was sitting beside Jimin in the white gazebo, I must admit it looked rather... like something out of a fantasy world,

The gazebo had flowers crawling and woven in its post, all different kinds of flowers.

From chrysanthemum to peonies.
The table was also white, with pink cloth drape all over it, the plates were shining and you could practically see your reflection in it, the plates had a rather intricate design that was made out of gold, 

ing pure . 

The utensils were also as expensive looking as the plates, there were so ing many of them.
Like what the ?! 

All those princess movies weren't kidding when they meant there were so many spoons and forks in royalty,

Why do you need so many spoons and forks? 

You can use just one spoon and fork and you'll be okay. 

I'll never get used to this. 

There were also different kinds of flowers out of the gazebo, and the sunlight was making everything look more like a fairy tale world. 

I shift in my sit rather uncomfortably as everyone seemed to be chatting with each other, but I remained silent. 

What else was I supposed to say? 

Hi, I'm Min Yoon Ji and I'm actually a girl. 

Uhm, no. 

... I just need a bit more time, maybe in the end of day, I'll tell him. 

Yeah, I did promise him I'll tell him.... Soon. 

"hey, you okay?" Jimin said in a hushed tone,

"yeah, just... confused" I half-lied, because I'm more concern about what's gonna happen after I tell you I'm actually a boy and not a girl and because I'm also confused on what I'm gonna do with all of these spoons and forks. 

"ah, yes. Don't worry, we have a program where they teach you everything about uhmmm... being in royalty, I guess? Is that how you call us, royalty? Right?" Jimin said confused, 

I snicker at that, "of course royalty, what else are we supposed to call you?"

"I don't know... monarchy I guess" he said shrugging, I scrunched my nose at that. 

Monarchy? Sounds too... hmmmm... I can't put my finger on it.

GAH, why am I thinking of this. 

That's when we heard the king clinking his fork - what kind of fork? - softly on the wine glass,
Everyone slowly quiet down to look at the king in question, waiting for whatever speech he babbles out like how every 'royal' dinner should start...

Right? 

The king cleared his throat before talking, 

"you might be asking why we're all gathered here, well we wanted to greet our new guest especially since they're marrying our sons" - he said with a gleeful smile, as everyone seemed to turn pink - "and we also wanted to learn about each other more since..."

And I zoned out, 

What? 

I can't help it, but Jimin seems intent on listening to it, but I just want food. 

Food is the key to everything. 

So I just stared into space and just thought of the most randomest of things,

That is until about a few minutes later, I saw the food being served. 

And let me be honest here, I ing almost drooled all over the table and at this moment I realized I didn't get to eat anything yesterday. 

What the ? 

When the food was all settled down and the king gave everyone permission to dig in, without hesitation I ing dug in.

Okay I was not made for royalty as you already know, so Jimin looked rather scared and amused at me as I ate the roasted chicken like a maniac, 

And that's when I realized it was too quiet and I also realized that everyone was staring at me horrified and amused,

I slowly stop what I was doing and looked around confused and embarrassed...

Was I too fast? Enthusiastic?

I mean there is nothing wrong about being enthusiastic about food.

Right?

"w-what's wrong?" I asked sheepishly and embarrassed, that's when I heard snickering, I quickly glared at Hoseok who was covering his mouth and his eyes dancing with mirth.

Just like everyone else,

"y-you're face, it's smeared with sauce" I heard Jimin said as I hear his voice straining from laughing,

My eyes quickly widen as grab some tissue and awkwardly start wiping it on my face, and yep.

That's sauce.

I grab some more and wiped it on my face trying to remove all of its existence off from my face, as everyone continued to stare at me.

ing , stop staring at me you weirdos.

When I was finally finished cleaning my face, my face quickly fell to look at both of my hands that were fidgeting at my lap, as I waited for the king and queen's reaction,

That's when the most unbelievable happened.

The king only chuckled gleefully,

"that was the most amusing thing I've seen since Jimin accidentally fell off from the royal boats, while trying to impress us with his 'dancing' skills" The King guffawed, leaving everyone shock and Jimin pink.

"dad! I thought we promised to never talk about that!" Jimin squacked indignantly at his father,

"I'm so sorry, son. But your wife is a keeper" the king said, wiping a false tear as Jimin turned red now, as no one seemed to notice (except Hoseok and Gemini) me flinch,

Wife

Of course, . This is so messed up.

I smiled at them wryly, which they didn't seem to notice.

"ah, I still remember the time I met your mother and she ate the same way Yoongi Ji-ssi ate" The King said snickering as his wife smacked him but it seems more like out of fond, really.

"aish, you're 47 and you still act like a big baby" the queen said shaking her head,

"gah, please don't remind me how old I am" the king said in distaste before looking at everyone's bemused face, "what? Come on, eat up. The food is getting cold if you don't hurry up"

With that everyone started eating again but were rather amused at what the ing hell just happened,

I was still burning red of embarrassment and amused,

Jimin dances?

I mean... of course he does.

After a full minute, I finally looked up, only to be relief since everyone seemed to go back to eating and chatting,

I continued eating, only this time... calmer as I slowly ate and chew,

I'm not about to embarrass myself again, even if the king only laughed it off.

"Hey, Yoon Ji noona!" A sudden voice broke out, I look up to see Gemini smiling at me but I could see there's something behind it,

"What?" I ask wearily, squinting at her.

I dare you.

Oh I will.

"How's Yoongi Hyung?" Gemini asked smugly, as Hoseok seemed to listen curiously... such as everyone.

SUE YOU, GEMINI.

"Uhmm... uhh Yoongi uhm Hyung" - awkward - "is doing okay" I said sheepishly,

"I see" She said, her eyes glinting like a snake's own "Is there a chance, I might get to meet him?" She asked sweetly,

ing fake.

I could tell she was enjoying this too much, freaking brat.

"O-of course" I mumble,

"Oh goody gum drops" - and there goes her usual 'goody gum drops', yack - "When is he free?"

"Uhmm... never?" I say under my breathe,

"What was that?" She asked her eyebrows raised,

"Ahem, sorry to interrupt but who is this Yoongi?" The king interrupted curious by our conversation,

I start to sweat, .

No.

SHUT UP.

I was so ready to flip Gemini off, but that wouldn't be nice in front of the royal family,

"Oh, Yoongi hyung Yoon Ji's..." - she paused to look at me deviously - "older brother" she said with finality,

"Oh really? You have an older brother, Yoon Ji-ah?" The king asked now full-out curious,

There's no backing out now, I thought glumly.

"Yes, and that's his name" I muttered, but loud enough for everyone to hear.

"That's great! We must meet him!" The king said clasping his hand like a child,

The queen only rolled her eyes at him,

This royal family is really something.

"Oh uhmm-"

"When is he free?" The king interrupted, I try to not look nervous.

When am I free? I mean when is Yoongi free?

Maybe...

The next of tomorrow?? I mean, when I tell Jimin he'll probs kick me out the second I say I'm a boy, plus I don't think they'll like to meet 'Yoon Ji's' older brother, anytime soon either.

"uhm, next of tomorrow" I said uncertainly,

"ah, yes. I'll send out an invitation to him regarding of the date he shall come to the castle, tomorrow, I can't wait to meet him" the king said in a jolly tone, before dismissing the conversation.

I gulp,

Things are getting worse and worse.

.

-[Jimin]-

Yoon Ji looked really lovely today, and I can't wait to meet her older brother.

He seems really close with Gemini too.

That's when I notice Namjoon and uhm Jin - hyung? - weren't here,

Weren't they supposed to be here??

"hey abeoji, where's Namjoon hyung?" I asked quietly to my father, who stopped eating to contemplate for a moment,

"I think he said he'll be out in the city exploring with his friend... J-James? Or was it Jackson? No, wait... something J-"

I cut him off with a exasperated sigh,

Aish this old man can really forget things really easily,

"Jin?" I offered politely,

"ah, yes, yes Jin... yeah, he went out to explore the city with Jin... whoever he is" my father said, mumbling the last part.

"yeah, I think he and Namjoon hyung met at the ball" I said shrugging, before continuing to eat my eyes flickering sometimes at Yoon Ji who was now eating slowly,

I smile slightly at the way she ate before,

It was rather... cute but disgusting,

Yeah, really cute but also disgusting.

I wonder when she's gonna tell me...

> - - - - - - <

I don't know how, but I ended up standing in a long lane waiting for my turn inside a somehow popular local cafe in the city of Seoul with a smiling Yoon Ji,

I rarely ever get to see outside of the palace - Or castle - since you know... paparazzi and such.

But when I do there are like... a bunch of guards stationed near me, but I somehow got my father to lessen it when Yoon Ji said she wanted to go outside,

I told him 'I wanted to spend some quality time with my soon to be wife, without a bunch of guards following us everywhere'

There are still guards, but at least it's lessened to only 7 instead of the usual 20.

Aish, 20.

Yoon Ji had insisted on going to this cafe, since she said 'it's been awhile since I've been here'

And I couldn't resist the pout she gave me when I was hesitant at first,

But hey, this is a great way to get to know each other but I had to tell her that we have to wear something that covers us, so we have a lower chance of being caught by the paparazzi and just plain out crazy people,

I was wearing a large black trench coat, with a black turtleneck underneath, and tight black pants paired with some ankle boots.

And of course the traditional, some face mask.

Yoon Ji somehow convinced me to use the one with the bear snout,

And I quote "You look adorable, like... a black grizzly bear".

While she was wearing an oversized gray hoodie, with a red coat topping it, she was also wearing some leather pants and black Adidas shoes.

And her face mask? She insisted on using the one with the pig snout as it's designed, as she deemed it 'adorable'

She picks anything that's adorable, when she's the only one that I ever will consider as adorable.

"Hello, welcome to Pinkie's Cafe. What can I get you, sir?" the Barista asked politely at me,

"I would like a uhm" - I paused to think - "Uh a Mocha please and a Caramel Macchiato" I said remembering Yoon Ji's order, then I caught a glimpse of an Red Velvet cake,

"is t-"

"can I also have an Red Velvet cake?"

"Uh yes, sure" she said,

I have never tasted Red Velvet before but I heard they taste great.

"mhm, that will be 16,800.15 won" she said without hesitance, as I shove my hand inside my pocket as I fish out my black wallet,

I flip it open and grabbed my platinum mastercard before giving it to the Barista, who's eyes widened comically and I had to conceal a snicker when she scanned it with her eyes before, her eyes seems to widen even more,

"w-wait, are you Prince Park Jimin? As in the eldest son of the Royal Park family?" she asked curiously as her eyes looked at me,

.

I completely forgot they put your name in those cards, I gulp.

"uhm, no. Can you just please get my order and can you change it to take out instead?" I asked desperately at her, as she raised her eyebrows but did as what was said but she eyed me suspiciously the whole time I walk away with my order,

, she's gonna tell everyone isn't she?

We need to get out of here... and fast.

Thank , I changed it to take out instead of dine in, as I hurriedly walked,

"Yoon Ji noona, come on. We need to get out of here, asap" I said in a hush tone at her, as she looked at me confused.

"wha-"

"come on, before she starts babbling about it" - she seemed to open to question something but I quickly beat her to it - "I'll tell you later, but we need to get out. Asap"

With hesitance she stood up and I grab a hold of her hand before looking at one of my body guards - Yugyeom - and nodded at him, as he seemed to get it.

Before talking to his... whatever agent's call it.

And in no time a limo was whizzing fairly towards us with - ing es - the royal crest in front of it,

Without time to complain since people were now looking at the car I'm supposed to ride in curiosity at the thought of meeting a royalty,

Oh I love my people, but screw them.

I just came out to have a good time but of course someone had to ruin it, (okay, it was mainly my fault but I forgot!)

With my head low I quickly walk towards the car with my guard with me and 6 others that seemed to pop out of nowhere, as people seemed to notice us and we're now taking out phones,

ity , .

I quickly open the door once I notice a bunch of flashes starting, , those paparazzi's are fast.

I could tell Yoon Ji was confused by the sudden amount of attention as she clutched my hand tightly,

, I never wished for this to happen.

"come on, in" I said to her as she quickly went inside the car with me soon following inside, as I close the door.

The guards also seemed to enter but in a different compartment,

I still can see a bunch of flashes outside as we drove off,

It was silent for awhile other than the sound of the wheels and my thundering heartbeat.

"" I heard Yoon Ji say breathily, "what was that all about?" she asked, my hands still clutching hers tightly.

"it's nothing, just a bunch of paparazzi's. You know the usual" I said with a shrug, I hate paparazzi's but nothing seems to stop them from ing taking a pic whenever royalty comes,

"paparazzi's?" Yoon Ji asked amused, "really?"

"yeah, you do know what's a paparazzi right?"

"of course I do, it's just... how did they find us?"

"oh, that's my fault... the Barista found out after I gave her my card and she saw my name, and she must have told someone or something" I said with a shrug, "and the car we're riding on seems like a huge bonus, with the royal crest and all"

"woah... word travels fast" she said, "it seems like i'll just have to get used to all this shenanigans" she said with a small smile,

I instantly felt guilty, "I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this"

"oh don't feel sorry, if it means being with you, I don't mind the paparazzi's" she said warmly, as I snap my head to look at her.

Her cheeks were dusted pink as she smiled meekly,

Oh ing gracious, how was I so ing lucky to be blessed with this precious girl to be mine?

"oh you're so cute" I said, as I wrap my hands around her before she could protest,

"gah, let go of me" she said, but her body seemed to betray her as she only seemed to snuggle in more closer,

"I don't think your body wants me to let go" I teased,

"oh, shut up" she huffed out,

I only roll my eyes at her before pulling her closer and putting my chin on her head,

It was silent for awhile, just content with each others presence before I destroyed that silence,

"hey, you know I still feel bad" - I quickly shush her down before she could protest - "so do you want to have a picnic with me? I'll take you to my secret garden" I said slyly,

"really?"

"yes, really"

"then okay, now can you really shut up" she said,

I raised my eyebrows but decided to 'shut up'.

> - - - - - - <

"come on, Yoon Ji" I said in a hush tone as I look from left to right before cautiously walking towards the entrance to my 'secret' garden, a garden inside a garden. Crazy.

We just got back from our failed trip and now currently heading for our picnic location spot with the drinks and cake we got from the cafe,

Everyone was busy when we got there, so no one really noticed us as we walked through the empty halls and into the royal garden,

"where is this secret garden of yours anyway?" she asked quietly getting the memo to lower your voice,

"don't worry, we're near" I said reassuringly at her,

And one more turn...

And TADDA!

"TADDA! That's the secret garden" I said, pointing to a bush.

Yoon Ji seemed to be confused,

"a bush? Really? This is your thought of a secret garden?" she asked incredulously at me, as if I was stupid.

Of course I'm not see stupid.

"aish, come on. It's hidden, that's why it's called secret" I said in a duh tone, before dragging her with me and without hesitation into the bush,

She seemed to be even more confused,

"Uh, what are you doing? If you don't stop we're gonna hit the the bush, you know" she said,

But I ignored her in favor of walking faster,

"okay, wh-"

Before she could finish she was muffled by the bush, as I seemed to force her inside.

You see the bush may look thick, but it's not, it's thin enough for you to easily go through it but thick enough that it doesn't look like a secret door to something else,

On the other side of the bush was something more spectacular.

And with one movement we were in the other side,

"see! I'm not stupid" I said huffily as she seems to look baffled and confused for a sec before shaking her head,

As she looked around, gaping wide in awe.

"what the?"

I giggled,

"welcome to my secret garden!" I say flourishly, as I spread my arms wide with a bright smile.

The secret garden is really something,

There is a small lake in the center of the garden, and there are also a bunch of flowers, all different kinds.

It's really vibrant and colorful looking in the garden other than the dull look the castle has, even after a bunch of renovations to make it look more brighter,

And the sun also shines bright in the garden, and plus there are a bunch of butterflies fluttering around here.

"it's beautiful" I heard Yoon Ji whisper in awe,

I can't help but feel a sense of pride, after all.

It's me that took care of the whole thing,

"do other people know about this?" Yoon Ji asked, her eyes wide and lively,

I shook my head, "no, only me and my brothers and well... you, know about this place"

I said with a shrug, as I watch Yoon Ji walk around with a dazed look on her face before facing me,

I felt my heart stutter as she looked at me,

Nothing could ever be as pretty as she is.

Never.

"thank you" she said softly and... fond? Is what I hear,

"thank you, for what?" I asked confused,

"thank you, for showing this wonderful place to me" she said, smiling brightly as she slowly walked towards me,

.

What's she gonna do?

Wait is she gonna ki-

I was cut off as she engulfed me in a big hug,

Oh... yeah.

Trying not to feel disappointed I hug her back just as tight,

I wanted to kiss her but I can wait, I can even wait a whole lifetime for her.

If it means being with her.

I clutch onto her coat, as I buried my face on her hair... which felt rather stiff but I didn't care,

That's when I felt her start shaking,

Is she crying?

Then I heard soft whimpers and inaudible short gasps and crying, as she seemed to be crying onto my shoulder, wetting my coat at the same time,

But my coat being wet seemed to be the last thing on my mind, since my princess is ing crying, and I prefer a wet coat then a crying princess,

I rubbed her back soothingly,

"what's wrong?" I asked softly, but this only seems to make her shake violently as she cried even harder,

What has happened to my little princess?

"just let it out" I say soothingly, I can always ask her later but for now,

Crying. Yoon. Ji.

She clutched onto me tighter as she buried her face deeper into my trench coat,

As she seemed to cry harder and harder each time, her body shaking uncontrollably.

"shhh, everything's alright, don't worry I'm here" I whisper, sad that I can't do anything to help her,

Picnic completely forgotten,

She shook her head violently,

"n-no" she said between cries as she hiccuped,

Feeling guilty, as I find her still rather cute.

"come on baby, tell Jimin what's wrong?" I say, ignoring the fact that I called her baby.

She didn't talk, she just cried and clutching onto me for dear life, like I'm gonna disappear.

But I'm Not.

Never in my life would I disappear on her, never ever.

Then after like a solid 30 minutes she finally stopped crying, but she was still shaking violently, like a storm rumbling.

She was also still clutching onto me,

I continued to say soothing words at her to try to calm her down,

And between her crying and me trying to calm her down, we somehow ended up sitting on the ground,

I still hugged her tightly as I rocked us both together,

"everything's gonna be fine, you'll be fine, I'll be fine"

"n-no, i-i-it wont" she said, her voice completely wobbly and unstable,

"why, baby?" I ask, but this made her gasp a short cry as she buried herself in me.

"b-because i-i lied" she said, her voice cracking and her body shaking again.

Lied?

"baby... what do you mean?" I ask curious and confused,

She lied?

Lied about what?

"I lied" she repeated, still wobbly.

I tried to look at her face but she refused and only gripped me tighter and buried her face,

"lied about what?" I ask softly and slowly, I mean I'm curious but I can't force it out of her,

.

.

.

Wait, is this about yesterday?

She's gonna tell me... isn't she?

What is this that it can turn her into an uncontrollable crying mess?

"a-about me"

Huh?

"what d-" I was cut off as she finally peeled herself off from my coat to look at me,

I gasp as I saw the state of her face, there were snot everywhere and her cheeks were wet with tears, her eyes puffy and red, her lips wobbling and slick with saliva, her cheeks was also puffy and red.

She looked like a complete mess, but still...

Undeniably beautiful...

I'm so whipped.

"I lied, I lied about everything" she said as she breathed in and out raggedly and harshly, and her voice hoarse... almost like... a boy's own?

"what about?" I ask still holding onto her, I'm somehow afraid.

"I lied, I'm not a-a" she paused as another tear slipped from her eyes,

Looking alarmed I softly put my hands on both of her cheeks and caressed her face, as I wipe away the stray tear,

"sh, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to" I said reassuringly but this only made her shook her head,

"n-no, I think you need to k-know t-the truth, even th-though it m-might destroy o-o-our r-r-rel-l-lationship" she said stuttering and wobbly, as another onslaught of tears fell,

Making me frown as I was intent of wiping every tear.

What does she mean?

Ruin our relationship?

I don't think, there's anything that could ruin our relationship.

She could tell me she is actually an alien, I wouldn't care.

"it's okay, I'll never hate you" I say softly,

"b-but you'll hate me a-after this" she said sniffling, looking directly into my eye now, making me feel uneasy.

But I hold my gaze,

"i-im not what you t-think i-i am" she said as she tried not to cry again,

"Yoon Ji..." I say softly, as her eyes seemed to water again.

"p-please don't call me that"

What?

"why?"

"b-because m-my name isn't Y-Yoon Ji" she whisper, as another tear slipped.

What?

Her name isn't, Yoon Ji?

Wait, what?

This is some next level, .

.

"wh-what do you mean?" I asked, mentally cursing myself for stuttering,

"i-im not a g-girl either" she said completely ignoring what I just said,

Wait, what?!

You're not a girl?

"what?" I asked baffled, this made her cry again but she didn't hide this time, this time she only stared at me as she seemed to ignore the tears that kept on falling from her eyes, as it wet my hands that were still holding her cheeks,

Now I'm scared and confused,

"i-im not a girl" she whisper sadly,

I gulp,

"t-then wh-what are you?" I asked as she seemed to now shake violently.

"I-Im... a b-boy..." she said shakily, as she clutched my wrist as her eyes closed as the tears went to a halt,

I felt my heartbeat stilled,

She's a what now?

"w-what?" I said dumbfounded, ignoring the way I stuttered.

She inhaled deeply and opened her eyes, her hands still clutched onto my wrist.

"I'm not a girl... I-I'm a... boy"

I stared at her wide eyes as it finally sank in,

She's a WHAT NOW?!

"you're a what now?!" I suddenly gasped out horrified, baffled, confused, hurt and just a bunch of mixed feelings, as she only nodded her head weakly.

Oh...

 

a/n - 

lmao, I feel so bad. ;-;

I feel like crying, what the ?

Someone save me, save me can't save me, no more ( dream)

It's almost school time...

My summer started around March 30 and my school starts on June 5th...

.

HELP ME.

CALL THE POLICE.

CHILD ABUSE!

Oh and no on really mentioned it but for future reference, and to anyone that is offended I'm really, really sorry for calling Jin Eomma or Princess in the past chapter!

 I didn't realize about my actions until now! I am deeply sorry JIN and to anyone that was offended and anyone reading this in general!

So in the future, I'll try not to put Eomma or Princess for Jin!!!

*bows deeply*

JOESONGHABNIDA!  

*sighs deeply*

So school...

Monday, yes.

So there might be a chance updating time might change to Saturday, but I'll announce the change on the next chapter!

So be aware, the changed! In case, I might change the updating day to Saturday instead of Monday 'cause of school!

AND YAY! I 'm not late for the update! YIPPEE!

AND FK! Thanks for the suscribers! Very much appreciated, and if you're wondering I'm listening to 'Baby' by ASTRO the whole time I was editing this chapter, lol.

The mv was released today! BE SURE TO CHECK IT OUT! kajdwjcdmaikwiokdalodwkjcdakenmfuehuid

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*please ignore author-nim fangirling, ahem*

And the chapter... * evil laugh*

(I at angst but I hope the angst was okay)

Toodles~

 

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