YOONGI POV

I was in shock .....for a long I didn't moved a bit , I saw him lifeless there ....the person whom I loved my whole life ....He layed there lifeless , turning blue....The person who was always pink blushing to my complements, The one who smiled no matter what ...whose smile lit my whole world no matter how angry or frustrated I must have been ,He the one who made me understand the true meaning of love ....That if you love someone ...no matter what happens in future you can't hate them on your own will , even if they love someone else , you will be happy for them and be happy with them no matter how much it kills you inside.....Meaning of Love is Endless feeling of true dedication.

How can a person like him die in front of me , Why had this happen to him ...why not the ones who are reckless and breaks others heart ....why him ....why him?

I saw everyone every single moment of them , I was pitying them ....because I belived that he is alive not dead.....even if he die I will bring him back ...How will I? 

I have no ulterior motives behind it ,Its just the love for him is endless....endless to the core.

If I love him , how can I accept his death ? its not that others don't love him....I love him on different level , I basically worship him , he is my sunshine , my air  ,my home.....he is my life.

I know  that  Jungkook feels the same , I have read his diary earlier...But he is young to understand anything ...He couldn't even accept his uality, he is behaving like a child ....I have to do something myself , or anyone else here will harm themselves or drown in guilt or self pity.

I will not let that happen , I can't let him die .....He takes me as his elder brother so be it , I prove to be best elder brother ....but how ?...How am I gonna save him ...

I remained still until .....

Untill....I  heard BangPD crying on his phone and asking for help to the officers who were waiting outside 2km away with ambulance Cars can't come here ......This place is high altitude .I glanced at my watch, It 3 minutes since Namjoon brought him here , I may have time ....

I will be too late till one of the officers come and take Jimin with them ....

Thats when I decided and moved from my place to which I glued ....

It was exactly 6 hours and 3 minutes , If I take him to ambulance in 2 minutes , I can save him.....All I have to do is ..... run ....He can be alive again

[A/N : Hey reader please don't roll your eyes at this ....Ok , Real human won't survive it BUT ! its Jimin we are talking about so wait to see if he really survives or I am just dragging this sad angsty story and killing you ....muhahaha] [Readers : 6 hours ing real ? * rolls there eyes deep in skull*]

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I rushed towards Jimin  pushing away Jungkook who was holding Jimin and shaking him ,I picked Jimin and ran out of the house along with my GPS ...I can't let you die ,no matter even though you don't love me like I do ....I will always love you…...always will.....I won't let you die on me.

It was freezing cold now ,the storm had just started it was making me feel numb .I hugged Jimin further in my arms covering him and sprinted towards the road.

I ran I didn't stop even though I ran out of air ,I felt like dying but still Jimin is more important for me at this point .....I still ran speedest I could ..

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Moments later I stumbled over a rock falling along with him ,landing hard on big boulder beside me and warm blood drew from my forehead but thank goodness I succeeded