Kikwang POV: I went back to the hospital to visit Da Eun but the nurse said she wasn’t in the same room. I finally found her and she looked pale and terrible. She had two slits on her wrists. She really decided to commit suicide. After I got done examing her I saw Taeyang and Jay hyung sleeping.

“Mmm…” Da Eun mumbled

“Da Eun what did you do?” I whispered

“I’m sorry.” She said weakly, I was going to leave until she spoke

“Why did you cut yourself?” I asked

“I don’t deserve to live…” she answered

“Don’t say that.” I almost yelled

“I can’t handle anymore of this pain.” She said as she tried to sit up

“I’ll ask the doctors to give you more medication.” I said

“No not that pain silly I mean the emotional aspect of my life.”

“Well you have to get therapy for the two suicide attempts.”

“The first time was an accident.”

 “I think I should let you rest.” I was about to get up but she grabbed my hand

“Please stay.” I looked into her eyes and you could feel the misery she has inside. I just nodded and sat back down.

“Please promise me something?” I added

“What?”

“Promise you won’t hurt yourself anymore.”

“Pinky promise.” She took out her pinky. I couldn’t help but let out a chuckle.

“Just don’t tell Taemin I don’t want him to be sad.”

“Okay.”

Taeyang POV: I heard their conversation. I’m confused on why Da Eun would feel alone when she had Jay and him. She turned around and saw that my eyes were open. She glared at me.

“Too bad your wish didn’t come true.” She growled

“Mianhae I didn’t actually think you’d do it.”

“Are you really that stupid?” she yelled

“No… I just didn’t know you’d end your life.”

“And you care why?”

“Because I’ve known you almost your whole life and I’m your oppa.”

“You used to be my oppa.”

“I will always be your oppa.”

“As from today I never want to see your face. I want you out of my life now. You get what you asked for,”

“You don’t mean that!” I yelled

“I do.” She said, not even looking at me

“I didn’t mean to hurt you.” I explained

“It’s too late for that. You should have thought about that in the beginning. Please leave.”

I looked at her and I didn’t want her to be sadder so I just left.

Jay POV:

“Could I speak to my girlfriend alone.” I said to Kikwang

“I’m not your girlfriend.” Said Da Eun

“Well can I speak to my friends with benefits alone?” I re asked

“Could you leave us alone for a few minutes?” asked Da Eun

Kikwang nodded then headed towards the door.

“What is it?” asked Da Eun

“Why?”

“Why what?”

“You know what!”

“You know why I did it.”

“You can’t be mad at us forever.”

“I could if I tried.”

“Who are you trying to fool? Da Eun we’ve known you for a long time. You can’t hate us even if you tried.”

“How do you know?”

“I know how much you love your oppa, you say you hate him but we both know you’re just saying that because you’re angry.”

“What about you? I hate you too.”

“No you don’t. You love me.”

“What makes you think that?”

“I know you well enough.”

“Fine just because I love you doesn’t mean I want to be with you.”

“That doesn’t even make sense.” I stated

“It does. Just because you love someone doesn’t mean you have to be with that person.”

“Who are you referring that to?”

“What are you talking about?”

“Is it me that you love or is it Kikwang?” I bluntly asked