Pls ignore the title :P

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" Konichiwa!!" I said entering the dance studio and looked to see Takasugi and members standing

together and they all had solemn look's on their faces. As I entered the members turned to look at me.

" W...whats wrong?" I asked going upto them.

I looked at all the members one by one. For some reason they all seemed to frown or smirk at me.

" Takasugi-san..whats wrong?" I asked.

Takasugi held a strange look on his face. " Your going to release your first solo single ".

My eyes went wide and my mouth dropped open at the sane time.

" EHHH?!!!" I yelled.

Takasugi then dragged me outside the dance studio ( away from the members ) and turned to face me.

" What the hell is this?!!" i yelled.

" Calm down Yuu" he said.

" How can I remain calm?!! The other members deserve this chance a million no...infinity more times than I do!! and you expect me to remain calm?!!" I yelled.

" Just listen!! This single is to mark your exit from Johnny's " he said.

I felt as though my heart had stopped beating.

" Souka...Its been 9 months ne? I didnt notice..." I said trying my best to smile.

" was it Johnny-sans idea?" I asked.

Takasugi nodded " He initially disagreed to you leaving the group but I told him-"

"ABOUT MY GENDER?!!" I yelled.

" - about you contract..." Takasugi finished.

I sighed in relief " yokatta..".

" Well dance practice is gonna start now ikimasu" I said and went inside the dance studio.

I looked up to see the members glaring at me..well I cant blame them can I?.

As I put my bag down on the floor our choreographer entered the room.

" Okay guys lets start with 'Shinku' " he said.

           The music began to play and we danced upto the first verse and the music stopped.

" Miyazawa why do you look so dead? Put some life into your dance!!" he scolded.

" gomenasai..." I muttered.

We then danced to 'Infinity', 'Boku wa vampire ' 'Ai-ing aieru and' Arigatou~'. We were then given a 5 minute break. As I drank my water I heard Yabu say.

" Why you? ".

I turned around to face him " gomenasai..." I said as I felt my eyes get teary.

" We've been here longer than you right? " Daiki asked " Its not fair...".

" Did you do something to make them agree?" Inoo asked.

I looked up at him in shock. " Inoochii..."

" What do you mean?" Keito asked.

" Well she is a girl right ? so naturally-" Inoo started to say but was interrupted by a punch to the face by Takaki. 

" Baka!!! how can you say something like that?!! she was with us for 9 months wasnt she?!" he yelled.

I couldnt hold the tears back they just kept falling. I ran out of the dance studio and into the washroom. I looked at my tear stained face in the mirror and slapped myself.

" You idiot!! Why did you run from that hostel?!! Why couldnt you be braver?!!" I yelled at my reflection and sat down on the floor and cried.

I then heard the bathroom floor slam shut and looked to see Yuto staring down at me.

I wiped my eyes and got up. " sumisasen.." I muttered and tried to walk pat him but he held my hand.

" Dont go..." he said.

I cried even more. " Why are you here? arent you mad at me too?!!" i yelled.

He just smiled. " I would never get mad at Yuki-chan..." he said.

I looked at him in shock. " Doue?.." I said.

" Yuki-chan daisuki dayo " he said with a straight face.

My eyes went wide as he took my hand. " I know its not the right time demo.." he started to say.

" Its not.." I said looking at him with tears in my eyes. " Gomenasai!!" I cried running past him.

" YUKI-CHAN!!!" Yuto yelled as I ran.

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        I wiped my eyes for almost the hundredth time and looked at the stream up ahead.

I sat on a bench overlooking the stream. Im not sure why but it calms me.

I sighed and looked up at the sky. " Ne Papa what do you think I should do?" I asked.

" Talking to yourself I see..."

I looked down to see Yamada grinning at me.

I frowned " What do you want Ryosuke?" I asked.

He grinned " Guess I caught you in a good mood " he said and sat down next to me.

I sighed " Today ..." I said.

He nodded and turned to me " Omedetou " he said.

I chucked " Thanks I guess..." I said.

" Ne Doue?" he asked turning to me " Arent you happy?".

I turned to face him

" Well I wanted to leave an impression but i never thought I'd be hurting you guys in the process " I said.

" You didnt hurt anyone at all. I bet heres a very good reason why your getting your first solo before us"

I looked at him ' Should i tell him? ' I thought.

" Im glad someone thinks so" I said smiling.

" Well waht do you say we head back to the jimusho? or do you wanna keep talking to youself?" he asked.

I smacked his head " Baka I wasnt talking to myself!!" I yelled.

He smiled and rubbed his head. I blushed as I smiled back at him. I then held out my hands.

" What are you doing?" he asked in his unfriendly slang.

I frowned " Im gonna hug you" I said still holding out my hands.

He folded his hands across his chest " Well I dont wanna " he said.

" Eh? Nande?" I asked.

" Uh...I'll get uh...uh...."

I rolled my eyes and hugged him. He hugged me back in return " Arigatou Ryosuke" i said.

The moment was absolutely perfect thast is until my phone started ringing.

" Eh?!! why now?!! " Yamada yelled.

I looked at the caller id. " Chii-chan " I said and looked at him.

" Pick it up" he said.

" moshi mosh" I said.

" Ano...Yuki-chan can you hurry and come back? " he asked.

" Nande?" I asked.

" ano...Inoo-chan, Dai-chan and Yabu-kun are crying..." he said.

" CRYING?!!" I yelled.

" Yeah...Oh..Yuto-kun wants to talk to you and he's crying too " chinen said. I heard the sound of phones being shifted.

" Yuki-chan..." Yuto wailed.

" Im so sorry!! I didnt think about your feelings at all i feel like such a !! " he cried.

" Naka-chan daijobu your not a !! " I said.

" Yuki-chan Hurry and come back ok? Bye bye!!" chinen said and hung up.

I looked up at Yamada " Ikuzo"

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         " GOMENASAI!!!!!! " Inoo, Yabu and Daiki chorused as they hugged me and cried.

" Iiyo daijobu dayo!!" I said and patted their backs.

Inoo turned to Takaki " Takaki-kun arigatou..." he said.

Takaki frowned " For what?" he asked.

" For slapping me I deserved it!! " Inoo said.

" You did" Keito said.

" Definately" Ryutaro said.

" dont rub it in..." Inoo said wiping his nose.

" Y'know in a situation like this we gotta celebrate!!!" Hikaru said.

" Your right!! Lets go to Yuu-chan's house!!" Chinen said.

" Moe...why is it always my house?!!" I yelled.

   The others laughed.

' Another 3 months to go....before I leave this place ' I thought as I watched them laugh.

' Moe....why does leaving feel so hard?!! '

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Yo!!

Hasashiburi ne? :P

Im really sorry!!!

Im starting to hate school now >:((

Its keeping me away from the 11 member HSJ :'((

So um...this is the 3rd last chapter of the 11th member T-T

So pls do comment and motivate me to write more!!! :))

Hopefully the updates should be faster that way he he...>:))

Do tell me how this was!!

-kaze27