Title: Memories of You
Author: kyouya3 /kyouya-sama 
Length: Oneshot
Pairing: YooSu 
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Tragedy
Summary: In tragic way, Junsu was remembering the memories of his beloved person.

A bus passed next to me as I felt the morning breeze wiped my face with its soft touch. My steps were steady and fast as I ran through the park with all my strength. It felt so refreshing and fascinating. The sun was shining brightly above me as I stopped and took a rest. 

Standing near a bench as I smelled the morning air helped me relax my crazy heartbeat. I looked around to the trees in front of me. They’re so tall and skinny; like you back then. I wished crazily that you’re here but I knew you’re not. You couldn’t possibly here, no matter how hard I wished for it.

Taking my step, I ran to the nearest field as I dribbled the ball you gave me on my last birthday. It was still as good as new and I stirred it around. Shooting nowhere as I cheered like I shot a goal; I looked around and waited for your hug whenever I scored, but you’re not there.

Stopping my tracks, I took the ball and headed to my rented flat. I didn’t have any relative here in Japan; that’s why. All I had in this country was memories of you. 

I took quick bath as I prepared to go out again. This time I could hear few birds singing and dancing around me as the waves played soft melody. This sea hadn’t changed since the last time I went there with you. The only different was that I was alone now.

I still remembered it all. Day by day, your appearance made good memories in my life. We laughed and cried together, spending every second together. I remembered from your delicate hands to your tousled hair. I missed your touch; I missed you so badly.

Using my hand to block the sun shine, I imagined it was your hands. Couldn’t I feel your touch ever again? Would I just be the one replaying our past in my mind? I wished for your touch to heal my wounded heart; I craved for it.

Closing my eyes as I walked to the dock, I sat and thought a lot of things; replaying many memories in my head as I bit my own lips, hoping they would just disappear if that could help me living more like a living person.

Time flew fast and when I came back to my sense, I was on a bus in the city. It was getting dark and I decided to get off on the next stop. The sky was black and few street lights shone above me, shining my path.

I could see Tokyo Tower from where I was walking, it was so beautiful. The orange light shone upon it shuddered my heart as memories of you got into my head. I could only wonder around in this heartless world. You’re the first one to love me truly; you’re the one taught me about love.

Being an orphan from birth because your parents abandoned you made me lived without love. All I could think of was how to live for another day, how to eat, should I steal. Living was a hard thing to do for me but then I met you. You changed me. I could be honest with you and you loved me for who I was. 

Your love made me realized there’re many beautiful things in this world; my wound began to heal as my memories filled with happiness. You’re so wonderful and I loved you to the very end with all my heart. I begged you to never forget our memories, remember how much did me love.

Without realizing it the day ended and tomorrow came. I discovered myself in a journey to certain places that held our memories. I skipped the stairs down as I remembered your beautiful smile when we’re chasing each other here. I felt like it just happened yesterday.

I finally got to the bottom as water noise caught my ear. I sat on one of the rocks and saw the water flew. I smiled as I remembered how we used to wet each other here. We ended up catching cold in the end, didn’t we?

Smiling, I got up as I walked deeper from the river. I spotted a cottage, which we used to spend the night. I couldn’t help but to grin to myself remembering how we spent that night. It was so sweet and I could die of happiness. How your touch danced on my skin as we’re making love to each other. You said, it wasn’t lust at all but truly love and I believed you.

Tears formed on my eyes as I was surprised. It had been a really long time since I cried. I thought my tears already dried by time but I was wrong. The memories of you were too strong in my heart; I hung into them every day as I passed my life; hoping I could hang on for another day without you.

I didn’t know how long I could last alone but I would do my best as I promised you. That’s why I just had one wish for now, please let me live with the memories of you….