The Ironic Fear Of Falling

Long Way Down
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The week had dragged until Saturday finally reared it's head. It had taken long enough. Niether Ravi or Taekwoon could wait for their balloon ride. It was a feeling grossly similar to that of a small child in the week leading up to Christmas when the festivities are at their highest. However, Ravi's excitement took second place to the fear he felt as he stared at the contraption tied to the ground in front of him. He suddenly remembered a very vital piece of information: he was deathly afraid of heights.

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"I- It's bigger than I expected," he stammered, swallowing thickly as all of the saliva in his mouth began to disappear. His eyes fell on the large, heavy- looking basket and all the sandbags attached to it. "H- How does it even float?" He didn't even realise he was sweating until he felt Taekwoon's hand squeeze his. The writer's dark eyes were full of concern. "Are you okay?" He whispered "You're looking a little green."

"I-" He hiccuped "I'm fine. Are you okay?" He tried to keep his face impassive and voice steady but it all betrayed him within a matter of seconds. Taekwoon sighed and let go of his hand, wiping the dampness from his palm onto his jeans "We can go home if you want."

Ravi spun round and bit his lip, trying to control his rapidly increasing breathing rate. "What? N- No! I promised you we would do this, right?" 

"Well, yeah but-"

"It'll be fine. Let's hurry up, hm? It's almost time for our slot."

Taekwoon shot him a concerned look but nodded, reluctantly moving towards the red balloon and flashing his best semi- fake smile. "Hello, sir," he greeted the owner politely. The man was shorter than them by at least a head, middle-aged, his face tanned and covered in innumerable wrinkles. The creases in his skin deepened when his mouth curved into a wide grin "Hello there!" He cried "You are my two o'clock, I believe?"

"Yes," Ravi grinned giving a slight bow "And you are Mr Min Soo?"

"Min Soo was my father," the man told him, his smile dropping ever so slightly "I am Kim Min Dae. This is my business now but I couldn't bare to change the name. Sentiment, you know?"

Taekwoon nodded, his face scrunching a little in what seemed to be deep understanding. "Of course." he muttered, casting his gaze down. Ravi had seen that look before and nudged the writer with his shoulder lightly- a small effort to snap him back to reality before he fell too deep. It worked. Taekwoon seemed to jerk and his head snapped up "I- I am sorry for your loss."

"Ah, don't be," Min Dae waved his hand dismissively "It wasn't anybody's fault. He was old anyhow and Cancer isn't exactly a thing that's easy to stop, is it?"

This caused a painfully awkward silence between the three men. Ravi bit his tongue, wishing the elder had just kept his mouth shut instead of feeling the need to go into such details. Why did people not think? Eventually, he decided he couldn't handle the tension any more and raised his eyebrows "So, should we get started. I don't know about you Taekwoon, but I'm really anxious to start!" That was the biggest lie he had ever told. If it was up to him, they would be back into the car right now heading to an activity not involving an oversized party balloon and a couple of sacks filled with beach sand. 

But he had

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Shik_Taek
#1
Chapter 16: Indeed! That letter was heartbreaking! ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
What would be their future if Taek's in a coma??
I'm so sad... yet I'm glad Ravi decided to have his surgery. It just means that he wants to live. :))
teddy_lovely_bear
#2
Chapter 20: oh my god, the best thing ever and thank youuuuuu for this marvelous fanfiction
KTsuki-chan #3
Chapter 20: Just ... everything should be in the portfolio x)
Well. To be honest I don't remember all the details, but I do know that this fic made me live so much things....
I'm sorry I'm probably not going to re read it right now as I wish I could, because I'm dead tired. But hope you'll find the "best part" ♡
YanneKimAndKuin #4
Chapter 18: I'm
ing
CryING
Oh gOD, NO, I'M--- THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL ÑSJFNFN, I WANT TO DIE????? IDK, IS AWESOME AND MAYBE IT"S MY NEW REASON TO LIVE AND????????? OMG THANKS FOR THIS.
bibibelle #5
Chapter 19: Long way down was the story I started with, before . read all your stories... I think it's a good start, and think this will be a good portfolio for you too.. :)
will you major in litterature?
Kurokami_543
#6
Chapter 18: OMG I'm crying about 2 hours and at the end!!! Can i hate you?? TT^TT poor me....
angel_L
#7
Chapter 18: this had been a rollercoaster indeed !!!
i cried ! i was tearing up in the last 5 chapters and didnt know how to breath anymore as i read through each line with my heart beating so fast in anticipation of what will happen !
T^T my heart ached so much for wonshikie TT i wanted to hug ravi and cry with him TT
its such a lovely story that had me on edge with every chapter ! thanks for doing this story!
LittleShinMinWoo
#8
Chapter 4: ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ i love your story!
saerin
#9
Chapter 18: No!! No! You can't just conclude it as a dream...
edrylla_Dya #10
Chapter 18: So...... By the end of the epilogue, I think I'm going to kill you! But I won't and I can't because this is BEAUTIFUL AND I'M CRYING LIKE BABY THROUGH OUT THE STORY BECAUSE I KNOW HOW IT FEEL TO BE IN THAT SITUATION, kinda..
I was thankful. You're one of the best WonTaek's writer I can find and I know you will never disappoint your reader with your writing. I hope and pray for your health all along with your masterpiece. Keep going strong, ayy?