a little angsty

Youngjae pov

I liked all the things you liked. Wanted to play the same games as you when we were kids. I told my mom to pack my lunch the same way you had yours. My mom cut my hair the same way you wore it. And all of the adults laughed, because I was so cute. We were best friends from then on because you saw the opportunity to share our lunch boxes.

We were in the same classes during elementary school. You liked sports and I always tagged along because you were my friend. I liked music, and then you sang along to what I was playing on the piano. Our teachers knew we would never go separate ways.

It was harder in middle school. To be with you. Because I didn't want you to think that I was weird, you never said I was but I had this weird feeling in my gut. I didn't want anyone to think that I only depended on you. Because I was my own person. But I would wait for you to walk home together, because we always did. Why would we change that.

Daehyun and I went to the same high school.

It was only natural by now, our parents thought. Like we were soulmates. And in some way, we were. At least I thought so, I didn't know if you thought so too. Because you had new friends. I did too. Nothing had changed when we were together, we just had less time with each other.

It was weird, because you never told me you got a girlfriend. And by then I thought I was jealous of you. Because I wanted a girlfriend too