(1) story 1

You are like a distant star compared to all the people I have met, Seulgi. It is strange and enigmatic of you to be like that, still. Sometimes, you can be loud and bright and your smile similarly looking like a blooming flower, at times you have both of your earphones in and just want to be left alone in the comfort of the music I can not relate, no matter how much you love them. I thought that I could grow myself to love the things that you do, in the hopes that it might do the same thing as how you feel about me. 

But in the end, perhaps I am just a coward. You have always seemed so strong on your own, enjoying your own company and not caring of how others view you. I admire how invincible you appear to people. The times I greeted you vary, sometimes I caught you by surprise, or that you were busy with something, or you tried to avoid my eyes just because I was with someone you didn't know. But I saw the way you looked at me and every other boys with apathy and disinterest, except to those who are close to you, which are not a lot and blessed with the gift of earning your constant brilliant smiles and buoyant laughters.

Sometimes, I hope that I have enough bravery to start up something with you. It doesn't seem difficult to talk to you, you seem to be calm and open-minded about a lot of things. I wonder why you only keep that to yourself, you rarely express it and speak it up.

I take that back,