Oppa-

I can’t believe you. Three days since I wrote you the letter and you hadn’t bothered to call/ reply?!

Oppa, please don’t hide in your cave anymore? Haven’t you ran away enough?

It’s our last filming in another three days. Please, please, reach out to us… don’t let us regret our last filming together.

Oppa, I have been watching clips of you in Running Man. Clips of us. We were so happy together, oppa… Why… why did you leave?

Oppa, I am sorry that I’m not keeping my promise to understand you. I am really trying to, but this is so hard.

Oppa, do you remember, in the episode where we had to find you because you were dragged around in a cube? You said that ‘once I set my mind to it, I can achieve anything.’

So why aren’t you trying to stay on with us?

And in the confession episode… you told Jae Suk oppa that you harboured thoughts of quitting before… we all have, oppa, but we all held on. Why?

Because we’re a family. Because we didn’t want to let the others down. Oppa, have you thought about what you are doing to us by leaving? Did you know that you aren’t just leaving running man, you’re leaving us? You are taking a part of us away…

I still remembered that you said you’re afraid of losing everything. Aren’t you losing us now? You said that you would shake your head and cheer yourself up again. So why aren’t you doing it?

I’m sorry I sound like a spoilt brat. I just feel lost