Oppa-

I hope that you’ll read this letter. You’ve cut off all contacts. I don’t know how else to reach you except this.

I’m sorry I have to disturb your little bubble of peace. But I figured that if I didn’t write this, I’ll explode in the inside.

I’m angry at you for running away. I respect you, but I don’t understand you? you didn’t even bother discussing your decision with me? I don’t know if you talked to Haha oppa, or Jong Kook oppa, or maybe the others, but you didn’t talk to me.

Why? Didn’t you trust me?

Jihyo.

Oppa-

Sorry, I think I sounded too harsh. I think I just feel a little lost.

I think we all are, oppa. I mean, you left so suddenly. How could you?

Okay I need to calm myself down again. Let me try again later.

Jihyo.

Oppa-

Right. I think- hope- I am finally calm enough to write you a proper letter.

You don’t want to talk to us- me- at all, do you? Is it because you’re afraid that we would be angry? Is it because you feel guilty towards us?

Well, I am angry at you- not for leaving, but for not talking it through with me first. But oppa, you know we wouldn’t be angry with you for long. We just couldn’t, oppa. We’re a family. We’ve been through so much. It that you have to leave us, and that you couldn’t hold on. It that our 7 years of friendship wasn’t enough to make you stay