'What're you going to wear?' Jennie asked.

'I think I'll wear this one, it's pretty cute,' Lisa said.

Everyone was getting ready for the dinner tonight with BTS. I was excited but nervous. I've never been to a dinner party before, I'm very anti-social.

Once we were all dressed, we all hopped into the car. I was surprised to see Row sitting next to me. 

'Row, why aren't you driving?' I asked him.

'I bought other bodyguards with me since I can't keep an eye on all of you alone. The other two are in front.' He replied without looking at me.

'Oh, okay. I wanted to ask, could I call you Rowdy?'

'No,' he said.

'Because I used to have a friend called Rowdy a couple of years ago before she passed away. Anyway, she reminded me of you because she is rude and ignorant.'

'Who said you can call me that? I have a job Amber and that's to protect the seven of you,' he said.

'Please, it makes me think of my friend like she's here with me. Haven't you lost someone who you cared for? I've had that happen to me too many times where people have left me. You know what? Never mind, forget I asked you,' I said, being a bit upset.

When we arrived, I followed the others into a fancy building. The atmosphere inside was loud and vibrant. I smiled as it reminded me of my home back in Italy. The times when we would spend singing Italian songs or when I would come home welcomed by the smell of my mother's cooking.

That was until....

My eyes started getting teary as I quickly swept them.

It's in the past, Amber.

We reached our own private room as I witness how the table was decorated with fancy