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Theory of Soulmates

If we had one last day together, would you kiss me?  Just because...

Yongsun frowns.  Why would I kiss you?

Just because, Byul repeats, a glimmer in her eye.

I don't understand, Yongsun admits, and Byul drops the whole thing, returns to playing an app game on her phone.

Yongsun looks at her a while longer, looks at her too long, and Byulyi can't muster up the courage to ask the question again.  Plays it off like it was spontaneous and not like she had been thinking about kissing Yongsun all this time.

Yongsun keeps staring.

Would you want me to kiss you?

Huh?

She bites her lip, messes with the height of her socks.  I mean... Would you want me to kiss you?  If we only had one day left?

Byulyi is afraid to answer.

Yongsun takes her silence and shrugs.  Cause I mean -she can feel the heat rush up to her cheeks, that awkward curl in her stomach that happens sometimes, lately, but she can't figure out why- I guess I could do it if you really wanted me to.

Against her better judgement, Byulyi asks, ...why?

Yongsun blushes harder; stares down at her feet.  I dunno she shrugs, whatever makes you happy.

I would do whatever makes you happy, she thinks.

Neither of them speak about it again, but Yongsun gets used to the tingly feeling in her stomach.  It's okay after a while.

Not everything has to mean something.  Sometimes it's nice to know someone would kiss you on your last day on Earth; or that someone wanted to...

the details were far too complicated.

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moonbyulyissolar
#1
Chapter 15: Hm. Is this supposed to be an OT4, Yongsun-centric thing? Maybe Wheesun versus Moonsun, even. Very interesting so far. I love the part where Byul gets jealous of Hyejin and copies her.
8moons2stars
#2
Chapter 15: Does it really end there? T.T I still don’t quite understand Yong’s situation, although it makes me sad that she has so many doubts on her own feelings and her members’.
8moons2stars
#3
Chapter 13: Omg what’s wrong with yong???
8moons2stars
#4
Chapter 9: ........i am so frustrated lol
8moons2stars
#5
Chapter 7: This is so soft T v T
8moons2stars
#6
Chapter 4: NOOOOO SHE LOVES U GODDAMN IT BYULYI
8moons2stars
#7
Chapter 3: Idk but I picked up some underlying sadness in this one. Are they friends or lovers? Welp, whatever they may be, it still hit me good anyway hahaha
8moons2stars
#8
Chapter 2: oh wow okay OUCH T.T
AlfieAdrian #9
Chapter 3: omg do you like steven universe?! that's series is my life lol.
secretninja09 #10
Chapter 15: I hard core relate to Yongsun with not really being able to convey how you feel for fear that the other person doesn't feel the same. thank you for creating this! Have a lovely day :)