I erased all the what ifs in my mind and dialed your number. You said "Hello" and a tear just fall from my eyes. I missed your voice. I missed you. You were about to end the call because I'm not responding. I gather all the courage that I have and answered, "I'm sorry Amber"

There was a dead silence.

After a minute or two, I heard your soft sobs. My heart was crushed and I couldn't help it, the tears that I've been holding just flowed uncontrollably. Then your answer took me by surprise, "What took you so long, idiot?" You said it wasn't anger but frustration. Frustration of waiting for me. "It's my fault for abandoning you, for making you cry, for hurting you, for making you wait. I was scared babe, I was scared that you don't want me in your life anymore."

"Kris, I was disappointed at you first. I thought were going reach for our dreams together here in Korea. But I've realised that you have your own dream and you want to make it happen. I've tried contacting you but it seems like you shut off everyone including me. it was what two years, two years of no communication but I didn't lose hope that we'll be able to talk again. Jia talked to me recently, she asked me if she could give my number t