It pained me when I left you 2 years ago and all I can do is to wish you happiness but how can you be, when I have hurt your feelings and to make it worse abandoned you.

I still remember vividly the last time we spoke. You asked me "What about us?" and all I can do was to give you deafening silence as an answer. I don't know what to say. I want you to be with me but I know your dream was your priority. I wanna ask you to come with me, but that would be selfish right? I left you there crying without even saying goodbye. I know I'm a jerk, an and I know that you won't ever forgive me. I'm sorry for causing you too much pain.

I still follow you, I mean I hired someone to take a close look on you and it pains me to see you so happy with those guys in the pictures. I know they're just your friends but I can't help it. I'm jealous. I'm jealous because they can make you happy.

Two years with no communication and I can't take it no more. My life has been a mess without you. I admit that I worked so hard just to get you off my mind. I accepted all those projects just to be sane cause whenever I come home. Nothings left to me. I feel empty, I feel alone without you here, for you complete me.

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