you know

what's weird?

i used to be

scared of

doing literally

anything.

but now

i don't even

want to do

something. or

can't.

i used to

be so anxious

and probably

even sad.

but now i realized

that i more than just

sad.

i cried.

and cried and cried

without knowing

why.

or maybe i do.

maybe.

i... do.

but i

don't want

to admit

it. don't

want to

acknowledge it.

at least,

at my current state,

not yet.

so i tried looking

for a hand to

reach just in

case.

but i only

saw my

right hand

reaching

for nothingness.

Posted by: PeterAndWendyxo 0712XX post #2.1 1:14AM