if i knew what anxiety was like

i would've avoided it

but the truth is that i know

i can't.

and i just want to convince

myself that i can.

i stood in front of the class

like i'm so brave

and confident but in reality

my heart was racing so fast

i almost passed out.

my hands are sweating

way too hard

and my head is throbbing

so bad.

i can hardly breath.

i thought i was just nervous.

or feeling the normal anxiety

that we all feel.

but that's not the case.

sometimes i can't even

go to sleep because i

keep on thinking about

things.

negative things.

sometimes i just

close my eyes

and anxiety is already

poking me on my

shoulders.

sometimes it is

all my energy that

i can't even get out of

bed.

will i be okay?

i need a friend

i can tell about this but

i can't seem

to find one.

Posted by: PeterAndWendyxo 0608XX post #1 2:23AM

**

truth is that

there's no way to run

away

and i'm not here to

tell you that

everything will be okay soon

because we all know

it's not the right

thing to say.

but i want you to

remember that

dogs are mammals

and they don't have gills.

but when you throw them

in the sea

they will swim

and

refuse to sink.

comment by: colormarks93 0610XX at post #1 11:59PM