“ Donghae-ah? Are you okay? “

I heard my other couple (?) still repeating that same question to my face.

I don’t want to ignore him.

I just want to stay in my-crazy-imagination-mind for a while.

I want to stay in my never ending thought when there’s no regret and still have a lot of love.

But I guess I can’t ignore him anymore, so I decide to answer his question.

 “ I’m okay. You don’t have to asking me with that sadness expression Jae-ah “

“ How come I can’t worry about you? I caught you in your crazy-imagination-mind for many times. “

“ But I’m okay yeobo. “

“ Stop calling me that when I’m in a serious mode. I know that you are great enough to lying. But I know you for a long time ago. You can’t lie to me. ”

I freeze.

That painful feeling come back.

Yoona..

Im Yoona..

I feel my heart hurt.

Is this our ending story?

Do I have to end this story with my danger illness?

Without bring her back?

Oh please. Give me one chance before I have to leaving for real. Give me one more chance to start all over again.

“ Hyukie-ah “ I called my boyfriend for a countless time.

“ Ne? “ finally he reply.

“ What are you thinking about? “

“ I thinking about Donghae. He is another different people with Donghae that I used to know. “

“ I know that. And I also knew if that changing is because of me. “

“ Stop it. It’s not your fault at all. “

Hae ra freeze then bent her head down. Let herself flow with the mind. 

“ I told you already that it’s not your fault at all, Chagi. ” Eunhyuk take step closer, then caress his girlfriend’s head slowly and show his best smile when his eyes met with his heart.

“ But I—“

“ Stop blaming yourself or else I’ll kissed you. ”

BUAGH!

A beautiful slap is landing at someone’s face name Lee Hyukjae, make he has to take some step behind.

“ Stop being ert namja! ” Hae Ra yelled to his boyfriend. God, how can I being with this insane human. How crazy -_-

“ Arra, Arra. “ Hyukjae smirking, showing his line of teeth that people often call as a “gummy smile”.

“ Oppa, I have an idea, but I think it’s a little crazy. ”

“ Idea? ” Eunhyuk change his eyes direction to Hae Ra after he look up at the blue sky.

“ Hm, how if we set a meeting for them? ” Hae Ra offering.

“ But we don’t know where’s Yoona live these day. “

“ Either do I Hyukkie~ “

“ Then why you have to be proud of that idea -_- “

“ Oh Hyukkie, you know if I can’t do what on my mind then it’s not me right? “

“ I guess I have a bad feeling now dear. “ -____-