Love...

They  say that love comes naturally...

They say that love chooses no gender...

But not everyone agress with that.

Some will lie to others that they like a specific gender.

They hide their true feelings and identity just because of the fear people would judge them

Some also choose to leave and forget about the one they truly love even if it hurts them to do so...

That's what happened to me.

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I'm now sitting in my chair staring at a picture in my desk. 

It was a picture I found while I was packing my stuff.

I've finally graduated college and now I'm moving to another apartment bigger with my best friend Hwasa.

But as I was packing I found a picture inside a box that is full of high school memories.

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It was a picture of me and my high school bestfriend MoonByul. Or Byul. That's how I called her.

She was also my girlfriend...

I don't regret anything that happened to us though! Her entering my life was the best thing that ever happened to me.

But what I do regret is leaving her...

I was a real coward back then. I was scared. 

Scared that once people found out about my real feelings towards girls they would judge me or my parents will throw me out of the house.

But I was wrong....

It all started during the 5th month of high school. 

Our story started in the cafeteria..

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"Solar what about that girl?" Irene said.

"C'mon Irene, Solar deserves way better! She deserves that girl over there" *points* Said Wheein

After confessing to my friends that I was biual last night, they WON'T STOP looking at girls and showing them to me.

They all took it well to my suprise.

All of them just laughed and said they knew it ever since.

I guess I can't argue with that. They've known me ever since elementary.

I asked them to keep it a secret and pretend I never even said anything about it.

But look at what they're doing now. *sigh*

"Look guys, I thought we talked about this already? All of you promised to pretend I never told you anything and besides I said I was biual! That means I like girls and guys. I'm not a lesbian so stop choosing girls and telling them to me like they're a bunch of toys" I said

 "We know we promised and don't worry we're not gonna tell people but we just want to show you that we support you. That's why we're trying to find the right girl...or guy but you know what we mean" said Seohyun

"Now that girl over there is sure to be the one that'll steal your heart!" *points* Smirked Taeyeon

"Wow! Didn't I just tell you guys.. Whatever and just so you know, I don't th