Jungkook(POV)

''Jungkook-shi i'm really sorry to say this but you have....Brain tumor'' Doctor Jihoon said

Manager Hobeon and I just stood there frozen

Whan i proceed what he said i stuttered:

''B-B-Brain tu-tumor?But how?''I was devastated.I had to scream,cry,yell..But i didn't want to make a scene..I'll just have to be strong until later..

''Yes,Jungkook-shi am afraid you have grade II brain tumor .Luckly we discovered it early..Grade II tumor is a slow growing tumor but we'll still have to monitor it..or we can have surgery..But considering your job I don't think that it can be an option ''

''How can this be?He's only 17!How can he have brain tumor?!''My manager asked..He was just as surprised as i was..I expected anything.. but brain tumor?It was a little bit too much for me

''Unfortunately it doesnt matter how old you are it can happen anytime''

''Can he perform?Can he still work?What is going to happen now?''He asked

''Yes he can..But we'll have to watch him closely and he shouldn't overwork himself we have to run some tests and maybe give him some AEDs and he will have to go here at least every week we don't know how this tumor is going to progress but if we dont take care of it or watch it it can spread fast and then it can even become fatal..''Doctor explained

''I uderstand doctor then we'll see you next week i assume?''

''Yes but if anything happens or if you feel bad Jungkook-shi please let your manager know right away..Take care I'' see you next week''

When we bid our goodbyes manager and i left.We were standing in the waiting room just staring into space..

''Manager please don't tell this to anyone..My hyungs would be crushed.I don't wanna make them worry.I can overcome this.You heard the doctor its curable and its not deadly yet..We'll take care of this.I'm strong I'll manage to go through all dance practices and promotions.Our comeback is getting closer and i dont wanna slow them down..Please manager promise me that you wont tell this to anybody..We'll just say that It's a flu..Please''I was desperate at this point..they shouldnt, no, they mustn't know

''I don't know Jungkoo-''