Jungkook(POV)

Manager told me theat the hyungs will be there in about 20minutes.He aslo said that he was gonna keep me company until they come..We just sat there in silence not knowing what to say or do..I was anxious,scared,worried,angry with myself,angry with the world..I knew that this stuff happens but i never expected it to happen to me..But i guess I'm also happy that it's happening to me and not to the someone i love..Then the door opened and Namjoon entered first..well more like rushed.. with other members following closely behind

''Kookie how are you?What's wrong?Why are all these tubes attached to you?wh-''

''Ok i guess I'll leave you alone now guys..You need to sort this out by yourselves..Jungkook you know what you need to do..I'll see you later''Manager said and then left

''Sort what out?What do you need to do Jungkook?What's going on?!''Hoseok asked

I took a deep breath and started

''Ok ..So can you just listen to me without adding anything or interrupting me until i finish no matter what I say?I asked

''Ok..But really what's going on you're scaring me now''Jin said

''Let's start then..Do you remember when I fainted a few weeks ago and had to go to the hospital?Well i told you that I had a flu but i lied..When i went there i had CT scan and it showed that i had a brain tumor..Grade II brrain tumor to be precise.''I heard a few gasps.I put my head down..I can't look at them right now..It hurts too much''It's not really dangerous as long as you dont overwork yourself and go to the hispital every week to check on it..But as you all know we had our dance practices,concerts,song promotions and i didn't want to ruin our performances because i couldn't dance so i did my usual..I aslo couldn't go to the hospital for a few weeks because of our schedule..So for the past few days my head hurt again so i decided to go to the hospital once  we get a day off..But you all know what happened so i ended up here earlier..''i was gonna tell them..God i can't..My eyes filled with tears and i tried my hardest to make my voice steady..''When i woke up the doctor came to talk to me..He told me that my tumor has progressed and now it's grade III..''

''And w-what doe's that m-mean''Jimin asked..I could tell that he was crying

''It means that it's more dangerous because it spreads really fast..We need to start therapy as soon as possibe but..It doesn't mean that my body will react well to the treat