JUNGKOOK(POV)

Today I'm going to the hospital to start chemotherapy

I don't know much about it.

I researched a bit online and I found out that there are many kinds of chemo, and I still don't know what kind I'll be doing

I'm scared but I know that its gonna make me feel better. From now on I decided to be positive because, if I don't believe I'm gonna survive who will?

I told hyungs to stay at dorms because they'd be more scared than me if they went.

So manager hyung and I went alone.

We got there fast and immediately went to see the doctor

''Good morning doctor'' I greeted

''Likewise Jungkook-shi, how are you today'' He asked

''A little bit scared to be honest but okay'' I said

''I'm glad to hear that. Okay I'll tell you about your chemotherapy. Basically you're gonna have systemic chemotherapy. Drugs are gonna be injected into your body. Targeted therapies r used often when it comes to brain tumor but we decided to go with systematic. We'll be doing this in a few circles and then there will be a period when we take a break to see how the tumor has responded. These therapies are going to be intensive and there are going to be two to four cycles. You're going to come every 3 days for the next three weeks and we'll see after.

I think you already know side effects but I'm gonna tell you just in case you don't know some of them.

Side effects are: Hair loss, nausea, vomiting, easy bruising and