Suga(POV)

I woke up feeling sore all over.I needed to use the bathroom too.. i'll never fall asleep on the floor again.

I glanced over the room and someone was missing.. where is Jungkook?!

I didn't want to panic yet..maybe he went to his room or something.

I ran to his and Namjoon's only to find  him sitting on his bed..He was looking at a picture while quietly sobbing

I ran over to him

''Hey Kookie what's wrong''I then glanced at the picture..It was his last family photo before his brother went to the military

He looked starled..His eyes widened and he put the picture on his lap before wiping away his tears..

''N-nothing's wrong hyung don't worry about me I'm fine''He said

I knew he wasnt ok ..I hugged him gently and said''You shouldn't hold it in..You'll feel better if you tell someone..''

He then sighed and started talking

''I'm not strong enough to see my family now..They'll be broken when they fing out..Hyung's gonna hate me when he finds out because I made our parents worried and sad. I know that they won't be able to accept it..They'll be devastated..Also i don't know if I'll be able to face the fans..I feel like i let everyone down..Even you guys now can't  perform because of me..''He sobbed

''Hey shhh It's not your fault..Also your hyung will never hate you..No one's going to hate you..And if we want to we could perform without you but we wonn't because we LOVE you..Just like your family does. you're one of the most important things in our lives and we'll always put you first before anything  else..''I said to him

''Aish hyung when did you become so good at comforting?''He smiled through his tears

''Yah brat these are rare moments be appreciate them''I playfuly said..I'm glad he's fi