So, it took a year, but I'm finally back to the place that I was when I first started written everything I was writing. So you can expect some more one shots soon! 

Im never going to be okay with the passing of my grandfathers, but I'm better. My boyfriend has helped me a lot, as well as my friends helped me a lot. And after the annaversary of my grandfather passing (he was more of father to me though) I think I was finally able to accept it. Thank you to everyone who wished me well. I appreciate it.