im sorry, i still love you (FINAL) part 7

im sorry, i still love you

Tiffany POV

 

its time for dinner, i just went to the dining room but i dont see Jessica there

"where's Jessi?", i asked my family

"she said she's not hungry unnie", Yoona answered for me

"do you think something happen to her?", mom asked me

"yeah, do you know anything Tiffany?", dad asked me too

"uh i dont know. let me go and check on her then", i said then excuse myself

"Jessi??", i took a peek first before i enter her room. she's just there standing near her window with arms crossed and the left side of her head leaning on the window as she stared outside 

i approached her and stood next to her

"do you think its the right decision?"

im confused when Jessi asked that

"what do you mean Jessi?", i asked her back

"this..", she looked at the ring on her finger

"what do you think of this Tiff?"

i frowned and looked outside through the window. honestly speaking, i dont know either. i dont know if our decision to accept all of our fiance is right or not. but so far, the boys always been good with us. they are kind, gentlemen and treat us right. but then something is-

"something is missing", Jessica suddenly said and cutted off my thoughts

"im happy with Tyler but.. i feel that something is missing. i dont feel complete. i dont feel...", Jessica face palmed herself and sighed

"hey whats wrong Jess?", i asked her

she looked up with her sad face and sighed again

"i.. i dont feel like how i felt when i was still with Sooyoung", she said

"funny how i feel the same Jessi", i told her. we looked at each other before we both looked back at the outside

"what should we do Jessi?", i asked

"im so confused", Jessica said

 


 

Seohyun POV

 

today is such a sunny day, this reminds me of Sunny unnie. she said whenever its a sunny day, its her day. anyways, im here at a cafe, waiting for my fiance. 

"hi sweetheart"

"hey"

i just smiled when Yonghwa oppa kissed my cheek after he came. he took a seat opposite of me and fixed his coat

"its rare of you, to take the first initiate to meet", he said

"so, what is it? you sounds serious on the phone earlier", he asked me

"do you.. remember my past?", i asked. his smiled disappeared right away and now he looks serious

"i do"

"i want to tell you something", i told him and he nodded. so i explained to him everything, from the start.. of the first time after few years me and my sisters met Sulli again till whats happening nowadays. i told him who is Sulli to us, and everything about her family including Hyoyeon.

"so.. your past lover was her? Kim Hyoyeon?", he asked

"dae"

"and turned out that she didnt cheat on you"

"dae"

"hmmm"

i looked away and tried to find how to say the right words now but i couldnt find any. but Yonghwa oppa giggled so i looked at him

"why do you have to be so kindhearted?", he asked

"you still love her", he said it with ease

"oppa-"

"shh.. now now, you have to listen to everything that i will say, ok?"

i just nodded and keep looking at him

"Seohyun ah, i know that our relationship is too fast. and that i propose you to be my fiancee when we only dated for 4 months. i didnt expect that i will got accepted too but how lucky i am. for all the times we've spent to get to know each other, i never fail to notice that even when you smiled.. it didnt shine like it supposed to be. i dont see the sparks in your eyes. but i know that you are sincere with me, you tried to give me the same amount of love. and im just glad you didnt push me away, and thankyou.. thankyou for trying to love me as best as you could. but now after you knew everything, i guess that you finally realised what have been so wrong right? you love her, you still love her, you have always been loving her. but because of the misunderstanding due to the incident, you got mad and disappointed to the point that you forgot about what your heart truly want and need"

i cant say anything, because what he said is true.

"so i'll make this easy for you. lets break up"

i widen my eyes and i was really shocked

"oppa..."

"i know you love me Seohyun but.. your love for me is nothing compared to your love for her. i can feel it", he said

"oppa, mianhe..", i sobbed and looked down because i feel guilty towards him

"hey hey, its ok. im not mad. at least, you decided not to choose to lie and stab me from behind", he chuckled and i smiled a little

"what are you going to do now?", he asked

"i want her back oppa", i answered. Yonghwa oppa smiled widely at me, this made me feel more bad for him. he doesnt even have any hatred towards me who just waste our relationship when all these times Hyoyeon is the real owner of my heart.

"go. go Seohyun ah. get your love back. and never let her go", he told me softly

i quickly stood up to hug him for the last time

"thankyou, thankyou so much oppa", after i thanked him. he then told me to be fast and meet Hyoyeon. i obeyed him and waved at him before i left. i feel that my heart wont stop beating so loud while driving to the Kim Mansion. i looked at my ring and frowned, i immediately took it off my finger. its over, everything between me and Yonghwa oppa is over.

i will get my true love now, the one who i truly love. 

 


 

Hyoyeon POV

 

"love is painful.. all the love is painful~ pain is beautiful, same as you~", i sang alone in my room while lie down on my bed and scrolling down through my phone, checking what games should i download

*knock knock*

"come in!", i yelled

"someone here to see you Hyo unnie", i heard Sulli said

"who?", i asked without looking

"uhm, its me"

"ow!!"

i hissed as i rubbed my nose because my mobile phone just fell right on my face, on my nose to be exact. i heard giggling then i looked at Sulli and Seohyun at the door

"i'll leave you both then unnies", Sulli said then left, closing the door. 

"uhh.. hi?"

ok this is so awkward, i dont know what to say to her. this is the first time that i be alone with her only after few years.

"hi", she said back and smiled at me. oh dear heart, she still got the power to melt you huh? my poor heart

"i am very sorry if im disturbing but can we talk?", she asked politely. still the same Seohyun. 

"you can sit here, please dont just stand there", i told her so she followed me and sit down on my bed

"oh yeah, sorry", i quickly apologised and moved to sit next to her. how come i forgot that i've been laying down huh. 

"its ok", she said

"so...", i tried to start the conversation

"im sorry", she said

i looked at her and raised my eyebrows

"im sorry for not trusting you"

"oh"

"and im sorry too, for everything. that.. i never been there through your worst time"

"ok", i scratched my neck. this is unexpected. Seohyun can be unpredictable sometimes. 

"Hyoyeon ah"

oh damn you heart, why did you flutter when she called you with her sweet gentle voice! i slowly turned my head at her, she's already staring at me

"im sorry"

"why you keep saying-"

OH MY GOD! she kissed me! she kissed my lips!

"..sorry", i continued my words lowly after she pulled away

"im sorry, i still love you", she said

"eh?"

"i said i still love you", she said again

"y-your fiance he-"

"we broke up. in a good way. he understands. he cant replace you in my heart Hyo"

ok ok, first.. Seohyun came to see me. and she is sorry. she said she still love me. and and.. and.. she.. he, uhh she and her fiance uh no, her ex fiance- they.. they broke up. does this mean..

"why?", i asked her

"because its you, its only you who i want to spend my life with. i know i was wrong, please forgive me Hyo. i will learn from my mistake. you can get mad at me, but please accept my apology. and do you still love me too?"

oh why so bold. i smiled at her boldness

"first, are you sure with your decision of broken up with your fiance?", i asked

"yes"

"second, do you really still love me?"

"i said i do, and you havent answer me", she replied with her usual innocent face

"i.. yes. yes i still do. but Seohyun, its not easy to start over again. i mean, i've hurted a lot-"

"i will heal you, i will make it up to you"

"ooook. but still, me and my sisters have been in pain all these years and-"

"i will ask unnies to apologise, im sure they will too"

"yeah but you dont know how much we have gone through-"

"be my girlfriend"

"...."

"would you? be with me again, just like before. please?"

ok this is now REALLY UNBELIEVABLE! SEOHYUN! HWANG SEOHYUN ASKING ME TO BE HERS! SHE ASKED ME!

im jawdropping!

"Hyo.. as i said, i was wrong. i should have trust you and your unnies. im sorry that jealousy and anger took over me. im sorry. forgive me, hm? and take me back, take me as yours. i promise i will never leave you again. i will always trust you. and i will listen to you first if anything happens", she pleaded 

"who are you?"

"huh?"

"who are you? how did you get into Seohyun's body? you are not her. Seohyun i know is not like this. Seohyun i know is pretty shy and adorable"

"Hyoooo!!!!", she whined and pouted

"omg! who exactly are you???", i stood up and widen my eyes as i stared at her. since when did Seohyun became like this

"h-hey, why did you cry?", i got worried when she suddenly cried

"ar-arasso.. i forgive you, please stop crying. you know i cant bear it when you cry", i said as i kneel down in front of her. she sniffed then looked at me

"there there, no more crying", i said and wiped her tears

"...."

i smiled when she's not talking anymore. she must get her right mind back now and she seemed shy too, this is the Seohyun i know. ah should i discuss this with my sisters first? or should i just accept her back?

"i uh, i have to go", she said

i nodded then offered a hand to help her stand up which she gladly take.

"before you go Seo, i want to give you a clear answer for your question earlier. but i cant really say yes though"

"i understand", she looked down

i pulled her chin up and smiled sincerely at her

"but i will have a talk with all my sisters first. you know, they are my first priority. can you wait for me?"

"yes", she smiled back at me

"uh Hyo?", she suddenly get nervous

"yea?", i asked

"can i hug you?"

i chuckled and opened my arms for her. she blushed then hugged me

"i miss you", she whispered. oh i miss you more Seobaby, more than you do. 

 



 

 

there you go, first update for today :) 

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Taeny901
#1
I was shocked when I saw it's jungli I taught it's taeny or soosica because youblove that pair or maybe taengsic but more on taent because of the hwaing but nevertheless imma add this to my bookmarks
owheyjae_ #2
Chapter 15: Done reading this.. nice fic. Author!!! More!!! :)
jungchoi #3
Chapter 15: Gomawo authornim...for the happy ending
Khairunjiha
#4
Chapter 15: Thank you for the sweet ending. They are happy with their couple and you had make me happy with the end of the story. And author, keep writing. I'm willing to read another from you. Till then, FIGHTING !!! (^_^)
Tiger18 #5
Chapter 14: Please update....
moamoa #6
Chapter 14: update more pleaseeeeee
moamoa #7
Chapter 14: update more pleaseeeeee
elinlinzz
#8
New reader here..
And congrats author-nim you make me cry when I read your story..
Well I just embarrassing my self at my uni..><
jungchoi #9
Auhthor your such a heartbreaker why did u tag jungli here f u just your reader your not a jungli shipper then..
VampireAlice #10
Chapter 14: Update soon ^.^