"you know, i still love you even if you're so cold"

"why so?"

"because you looks beautiful whatever you're doing"

"really?"

"yes"

...

"oh my god Soo! what are you doing?! yah! get down now!"

"i wont until you accept me. pls Sica, i love you"

"you're a player-"

"i'll change. i'll be better just for you"

"alright. i will give you a chance"

...

"am i doing good?"

"so far, yea. but just once if i find out you flirt or cheat behind my back. dont expect to ever see me again"

"that would never going to happen"

...

"Sicababy, do you see the stars up there?"

"mhm, wae?"

"they made the skies beautiful with their lights. you're like them"

"huh?"

"you are my star. you made my life becomes beautiful and you light up my world"

...

"happy birthday love. i hope you'll have a bright future and i promise i'll be with you through everything"

"thankyou Soo. im happy to have you"

"same here. saranghae, Sica."

"nado, saranghae"

...

"NO! NO PLEASE! SICAAAA! SICA WHERE ARE YOU! SICA DONT LEAVE ME!"

...

"she's the eldest?"

"yea, Jessica Hwang is the eldest. and all of them have fiance already"

"aww too bad then. they're all so pretty"

"forget it. you cant fall for anyone ok?"

"got it Yul"

...

...

...

i blinked my eyes as i tried to get a much clearer sight. i felt my head hurts so i held it

"ugh where am i?", i asked myself as i looked around. oh yea, im at the hospital now. 

i caressed my head, i sighed as i touched the bandage. i guess my head is injured then. 

i frowned when i suddenly remembered what had happened. my frown even got bigger as i remember everything now

"Sica..", i whispered

None POV

Yuri just got back from the hospital's cafeteria. she's tired because she's the one who took care of Sooyoung who've been unconscious for 2 days.

she planned to bring the food for Sooyoung but instead she was panicked when she saw no Sooyoung in the room. she called all her siblings and her family to inform them that Sooyoung's missing. after that, she rushed outside to search for her

while at the other side, Sooyoung already change her clothes that she found inside the drawer in her ward room. now she wandering around near the streets alone, thinking about everything

"ouch"

"sorry i-", Sooyoung paused when she saw who did she bumped into

"are you ok babe?"

"yea im fine Tyler oppa. oh Sooyoung? what are you doing here? and what happened to your head?", Jessica asked worriedly while her fiance just watching with confused face

'so you really have a fiance. im.. im just no one now' Sooyoung thought

"this? its just nothing. i fall from my bed. um, excuse me", Sooyoung laughed awkwardly, lied then left. she ignored it when Jessica called her

Jessica felt that something is wrong so she asked her fiance to wait for her at where they wanted to eat, then she decided to follow where Sooyoung goes

Sooyoung now stopped at a park and sat on the bench. she looked down on her feet, she feels sad and hurt at the same time. 

"oh, Soo unnie?", Yoona who always jogging around there saw her so she approached her

"hi!", Yoona greeted her excitedly but then she gulped when Sooyoung just stared at her emotionless

"err is there something wrong?", Yoona asked

"i... i remember everything", Sooyoung told her slowly. Yoona's eyes widen as she heard that. 

"y-you do?", Yoona asked stuttering. Sooyoung nodded. 

Yoona then nervously took a seat beside her as she bite her lips. she dont know but she just feel nervous

"your head-"

"i got hit at the table, i fainted and.. maybe this is why i suddenly got all my memories now"

Yoona just looked at her without saying anything. 

for about 5 minutes, they both just stayed silence. Yoona wanted to talk to her but she decided not to when she saw how expressionless Sooyoung is

"is it ok to ask you something about your sister?", Sooyoung asked out of sudden

"Sica unnie?", Yoona asked 

"hmm"

"go ahead"

"do her fiance treat her well?"

"well. uhm, yeah"

"she's happy with him?"

"umm.. i think so. they never fight till now"

Sooyoung nodded then let out a heavy sigh

"good to hear that", Sooyoung mumbled

"how about you?", Sooyoung asked again

"what about me?"

"you and your fiance"

"oh, we're good"

"but how about Yuri?"

"unnie we-"

"ah! right! past is past. i bet there's nothing we can do. but, this maybe the rude of me to ask.. could you please think again? i mean, Yuri.. she never cheated-"

"i know. i've been explained about the incident already", Yoona cutted her off this time and looked away

"but im with Seunggi oppa now", Yoona said

"she never forget you", Sooyoung said and this got Yoona to look at her again

"she may not know this but i caught her more than twice, in the middle of the night.. she would go outside and look at the night sky while saying that she miss you and hoping that you're doing fine", Sooyoung said

"but then, if you're happy with your fiance.. i guess Yuri would be happy too", Sooyoung added

"and Yoona, do you.. really not care anymore? you dont love Yuri anymore?", Sooyoung asked

"w-what are you saying? i have Seunggi oppa"

Sooyoung shook her head and sighed

"i just ask for an answer like a yes or no. but alright", Sooyoung shrugged then stood up

"im gonna go now. its nice meeting you again. i wish you all the best",Sooyoung said

"wait! i want to know one thing too", Yoona stopped her

"what is it?", Sooyoung asked without looking at her

"do you still love Sica unnie?"

Sooyoung's heart beating so fast. she turned around to stare straight in Yoona's eyes

"my past reputation was not good. yes i was a jerk and a player. yes i played with women hearts a lot and fake my love towards them. but, i never lie about my feelings for your unnie. i never pretend nor playing with her heart. and as you know already about the truth behind the incident, im not cheating on her."

"i would never be able to cheat even for once. Sica's heart is like my platinum, its like my treasure. i have no thoughts on hurting her heart. and her tears are like diamonds for me, i never want to see even just a single drop of her tears because of me cause it will hurt me as well.."

"Sica.. she's my all. my precious. i love her to death. in this life, i only fall for one woman and thats her, only her. even if in another life, i am sure that it will still be her. its always been her"

Sooyoung chuckled weakly and wiped her tears as she looked again at Yoona

"and my love for her... will never stop", as Sooyoung finished her sentences, she left. leaving a speechless Yoona. but unknown to both of them, Jessica heard everything behind the big tree

"Sooyoung ah", Jessica whispered as her tears finally rolling down 

Yuri POV

"how could you missed her???"

"i dont know! i only left for like.. 15 minutes!", i argued with Hyoyeon right now

"guys please, calm down first", Taeyeon told us softly as she rubbed her temple

mom and dad are calling for some help while Sulli are still out searching for Sooyoung.

*ding dong*

we immediately ran towards the door and opened it when the bell rang. i gasped when i saw Sooyoung

"hi!", she greeted and smiled widely

"Soo im sorry! im sorry please forgive me! i promise i will take care of you for real after this!!", i said and hugging her tight

"aigooo Yul-"

"Soo my daughter!!!"

she got cutted off when she wanted to say something after we pulled away from the hugs as mom pulled her into a hug with dad

"dont make us scared again like this", mom mumbled

"hey, im sorry mom. i wont", she said and rubbed mom's back

"are you alright?", Taeyeon and Hyoyeon asked her in concern. she just winked at them and made us sighed in relief

"and guess what? i got my memories back again"

"Soo.."

"and look, im fine. no worries. i.. i wont do the stupid mistake like before. so rest assure, i'll be ok", she said and smiled at us

"alright alright. but you have to go rest. you've been out for hours. go get some sleep", mom told her and she just nodded

"im going to my room now. thanks for worrying guys", she said then went towards her room

"where are you going Yul?", Taeyeon asked me

"i havent done talking with her", i replied then make my way to follow Sooyoung

"hm? yes Yul?"

i just give her a little smile and closed the door a bit before i went to sit beside her on her bed

"you remember everything now", i said

"yeah", she nodded

i stared at her face that looking down on her laps

"you're sad", i said

"..."

"i know you are. you remembered everything, and you are sad because.. because-"

"i lost her", she cutted me off as she whispered the sentence

"im sad because i really lost her", she continued

"and she.. she's gonna marry the guy instead of me. i..", she didnt continue her sentence as she bite her lips holding back her tears. i scooted closer and bring her to me, i hugged her head and she buried her face on my chest 

"i can feel you, but never ever you try to kill yourself again. even if its hurt too much, just.. just please hold on. and you can let it all out, cry it out. im here, always will", i told her. she didnt say anything back. she finally let her tears falling, she cried and cried. unconsciously, my tears went out as well

"let it out Soo, let it all out", i whispered and cried with her

"i.. i.. l-love her.. so much", she cried. i tighten my hugs on her when she said that. be patient Soo, and please be strong.

Taeyeon POV

"im just.. gonna back to my room", Hyoyeon said with her crack voice cause she's been trying not to cry

we heard all Yuri's and Sooyoung's conversation. and its hurting all of us too when one of us is hurting. but im glad that Yuri can be stronger for Sooyoung. i wiped my tears then turned around.

"oh unnie, where is Soo unnie??", Sulli asked as she just came upstairs

"you just got back?", i asked

"yea, mom called that Soo unnie is back"

"she's inside her room with Yul. let them have some privacy at this moment", i said and Sulli nodded in understanding

"let me bring you to your room unnie", Sulli said

"you know unnie, you should stay temporarily at the room downstair so it'll be easy for you to move anywhere", Sulli said once we got into my room

"i miss my old room Sulli ah, and its not like i can walk again", i replied

"what are you saying? ofcourse you will walk again one day and your legs can be use again", Sulli said to me

i just chuckled and patted the space beside me on my bed after she carried me from the wheelchair to put me on the bed. Sulli then took a seat beside me and looked at me

"can you promise me one thing?", i asked her

"what promise?"

"that whatever will happen in the future, you will continue being strong like how you did when we left you"

"huh??? unnie where are you going? are you all gonna leave me???", she asked with panic. i laughed and shook my head

"noo, ofcourse not. i just, asking you to keep stronger and healthy too"

"aish i thought you'll leave again. arasso unnie, i'll try", she smiled. i sighed when i didnt see the pure sincere smile from her, it must be because she's not happy completely

"you miss her. am i right?", i asked. she looks taken aback with my question but then continue smiling

"everyday unnie", she answered softly

"i miss Fany too", i whispered then looked at my legs

"i guess, we're all still love The Hwang", Sulli said and we both laughed together because that is the truth

"you're right Sulli ah. because even up until now, i am still very much in love with a certain woman named Tiffany Hwang"

here's the last update for today. :) i've read all the comments, thankyou a lot for all the supports. i'll try to end this story with a great ending. :D